YEAH YEAH YEAHS

2009-04-07T17:45:00.002+08:00

Q&A Challenge ends today at 12:00am

xoxo the hestia

2009-03-31T22:42:00.003+08:00

Here's our e-mail:

Iwani(Jodie): pepperoni_pizza92@hotmail.com

2009-03-25T19:11:00.003+08:00

Enjoy this video. Make sure you turn on te volume as loud as possible 'cause at the end, you can hear something funny. Trust us. This is not the scare-you-to-death-with-picture-of-monster-sluts type of video. We have no time for that shizz.

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hello all (:
here we are back for our weekly update. there's really nothing much going on so we dont really have anything to say. nevertheless, we still want to keep this blog alive no matter what. taggings and views have decreased tremendously and we're trying to keep it increasing. so please, if you happen to drop by this blog, do say hi!

anyway, we find tecktonik cool. so here's a video. ENJOY~

2009-02-10T13:08:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHAHEER!
&
FALL OUT BOY CONCERT TODAY!

hello everyone (:
we want to apologise for the very very late weekly post. anyway, the picture above is our latest picture. coincidentally, we look exteremly similar that we shocked our ourselves when we saw it. haha. *bangs head at one another*. so, want to be our valentine? muahahaha! oh yes, we are EMPLOYED! happy kah-per? lol. we are working at The American Club starting wednesday. but don't worry, we won't work everyday. so that means we still have time to blog! today's not our day to vlog so most probably we'll do it some other time. we love you (:

xoxo

the hestia

2009-02-04T15:49:00.003+08:00

hello world (:
time really speed up so fast. now, its already the second month of 2009. this month is the month of LLLOOOOVVVEEE. so, grab a valentine and celebrate this month with the ones you love and love you just the same. even if you don't have any, just so you know, we love you (: so its time to spread your love with the rest of the world. have a lovable month of february. we love you!

xoxo

the hestia

2009-01-29T17:20:00.004+08:00

2009-01-23T16:23:00.003+08:00

haha. butterfly! ignore the 'tak perlu' face expressions.

hello readers !
no ideas were being tagged on our cbox so we won't be doing any vlogs until there is one. anyway, we don't have any news updates for you. keep tagging and we'll update soon (:

xoxo

the hestia

2009-01-22T00:09:00.002+08:00

hello everyone (:
its us, the twins. so, today we'll post our new pictures. the one above is iwani and the one below it is iwana. hope you guys like it! we'll try to update as frequent as possible okay? we understand that some of our viewers aren't visiting our blog often due to the lack of vlogs. how about you viewers give us ideas on what to vlog about so we it would make this dead blog more interesting? we'll be waiting for your taggings. we love you!

xoxo

the hestia

2009-01-16T18:51:00.003+08:00

hello all (:
we're back! not doing video blog today. sorry. anyway, we're here to tell you that we're going to KL tomorrow until sunday (170109 - 180109). so if any of you want to contact us during our absence in Singapore, do continue texting/call us. we'll try to reach you as soon as we're back.

we notice that we are losing our readers/viewers. maybe because we are not blogging so much nowadays. we wanna apologise for that. but do continue tagging us to let us know you are still there for us (: we love each and every single soul that spare some time to read our blog.

have a blasting weekend ahead! we love you!

xoxo

the hestia

2009-01-13T15:08:00.002+08:00

this was how we looked like when we recieved the results

hello world (:
another headache, another heartbreak. well, yesterday we took our O level results. wasn't quite satisfied with our results. but, what to do right? at least we had courses that suit our liking. anyway, during the long wait for our results, a photographer from SPH took our pictures. it was awkward. then, mr ng, our pricipal wanted us to be interviewed. see, mr ng loves us (: haha. other then that, nothing much to say. we're not doing any video blogs currently 'cause (let's be frank here) we are lazy. besides, we have individual blogs to manage. however, we'll never forget our avid readers/viewers. so as we mentioned earlier, we'll post at least once a week okay? we love all of you!

xoxo

the hestia

2009-01-08T15:21:00.003+08:00

hello avid readers and viewers (:
we haven't been doing much posting. mainly because we do not have the time to blog. but, we do spare a thought for some of you readers that we love. so, we'll update at least once a week. the upcoming blogs would either be the normal video blogs or pictures taken either from past of present. we'll try not to leave this blog dead.

so, what news is buzzing around these days? as you readers may know, O level results would be released on monday (12-01-09) at 2pm. we can already feel the heat. we hope that you o level graduates would get fruitful results (:

today, we're just lazing around at home. holding grudges, watching tv, eat. the normal things we do at home. alright all, we have to go now. do tag us more okay? hehe.

xoxo

the hestia

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HAPPY NEW YEAR!
we'll do our video posts soon.

to hid : sorry, we're not doing any new year resolution.

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2008-12-23T15:36:00.002+08:00

HELLO READERS! we won't be doing vlogs (again) in a while cause we're off to KL tomorrow morning *hits head at one another*. we're gonna miss our baby girls and hunky guys and you little avid readers that stuck up with our crap. haha. don't worry, we'll be back on thur. much misses and love from us.

xoxo

the hestia

Regulations of this quiz is:- People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by them- Tag 5 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse.- These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.- Continue this game by sending it to other people.

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Tagged by: iskandar gila in the whole wide world

Q: If you had 3 wishes, what will that be?

- money honey

- stay together forever and ever (: even death can't do us apart. *laughs*

- make jess & lisa our god sisters. haha.

Q: Have you ever think negative things about the person you love but in the end it turn out to be the other way round?

Macy: haha. yes.

Jodie: naawwwhh.

Q: Are you afraid of what lies ahead of you?

Macy: should i?

Jodie: i guess so.

Q: Would you change yourself for the person you love?

Macy: depends.

Jodie: love me for who i am and not what i should be(:

Q: Do you belief in Love?

Macy & Jodie : yes.

Q: How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?

Macy: see how ah.

Jodie: same ah! LOL!

Q: If the person you secretly liked is already attached, what would you do?

Macy: i'll be bald! :D

Jodie: *stare at macy in disbelief* i'll do the same!

Q: Is there anything that made you unhappy these days?

Macy: yes but i dont want it to bother me heh.

Jodie: *points at macy* hahahahahaha!

Q: Do you get butterflies in your stomach whenever you're around the guy/girl you like?

Macy: eww, i despise butterflies.

Jodie: *shrugs*

Q: Have you ever not been able to get someone out of your head?

Macy: yes. phaa~

Jodie: yes. phoott~

Q: Who are currently most important people to you?

Macy & Jodie: US LA ABEH? we meant, one another. huhu.

Q: Have you ever wanted someone but you knew you couldn't?

Macy: most certainly.

Jodie: yes.

Q: Are you happy with your life?

Macy: contented (:

Jodie: elated (:

Q: Would you give your all in a relationship?

Macy: yes.

Jodie: definitely.

Q: What type of friends do you like?

Macy & Jodie: the ones who understands and love you just the same (:

Q: Do you often wish there was something you could change?

Macy: definitely!

Jodie: not often.

Q: What will you look at first when you first set eye on a girl/guy?

Macy and Jodie: *screams* LIPS!

Q: If your lover betrayed you, what will be your reaction?

Macy: just shut up and let him go!

Jodie: suck up my pride and move on.

people that SHOULD do this quiz below ;

ALL OF YOU READERS! mwahs!

alrighty then, pray for us that we'll have a safe trip there and back. we'll update soon. keep a look out!

2008-12-18T17:57:00.002+08:00

2008-12-18T01:32:00.002+08:00

hello again readers (:
here's a little update of what happened yesterday:

1. went out with girlfriends
2. had lunch at marina square
3. went mindcafe
4. took pictures with 3 french dudes
5. chilled at starbucks
6. yasser and friend joined
7. hangout at boat quay with yasser and friend

so that's our recent update (: oh yes, do visit our individual blogs too! & don't forget to tag us. we love you

xoxo,

the hestia

2008-12-17T00:49:00.002+08:00

hello readers/viewers! its us the twins. we are not doing vlogs in a while because of some reasons. we want to apologise for keeping you waiting. anyway, a short update about what's been going on in our lives :

1. jodie lost 2 teeth and is losing another 2 more on fri

2. macy is paranoid of stepping into changi airport

3. we started a photography trademark " The Hestia "

4. if you want to go photography outings with us, just call/text/msn/tag any one of us

alright readers/viewers, we will be starting our vlogs when the time comes. for now, we will be typing down. thank you HiD and amalina for tagging us (: we love both of you! this picture

is for the both of you! keep tagging alright?

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2008-11-29T13:59:00.003+08:00

& reclaim the words i stole
from the walls of troy - alesana

hello lovelies. the picture is to comemmorate the non-existing braces on macy and up and coming braces for jodie. hahahahaha! well, we're bored now. not doing video post 'cause we look like the picture above. oh well. next time aye.

if only we had a job now, we wouldnt be here blogging you know. eversince we applied for the jobs, none of the managers called. how can they be so mean to us? we kept whining to mom and she "coaxed" us by saying that the economy is in a slowdown. well, it makes sense actually. currently waititng for someone to come to our house. its been an hour now. where is she? anyway, we've been stuck at home for four damn days straight. how we wish we could do some studying. haha. yes, we miss studying actually. so much for complaining about studying when we were suppose to study.haha. we miss the tense atmosphere in classrooms. haha. hey, its worthwhile though that we don't have to wake up early in the morning.

seriously la eh, we dont know what to write laa kay. we'll do a video post maybe in the later part of the day or any other following days ahead. keep on waiting readers/viewers.

NOTE: for those who havent check out our individual blog, go check it out now!dont hesitate. & tag us ok?

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WLY!not all knights in shining armor can make your dreams come true. ok?

2008-11-28T17:58:00.003+08:00

hello all. check out our new individual blogs! the purpose for doing seperate blogs is not because we are fighting, its because we are trying to be independent. so that people would recognise us as two individuals with different personalities and not only knowing us as THE TWINS. but we do appreciate it though if you like us being THE TWINS.

so here is our link:
iwana (Macy)
iwani (Jodie)

please link us. dont worry, we'll still be updating this blog. video posts would be done soon okay? so be on a constant look out (:

much love,
THE TWINS (:

2008-11-23T16:41:00.003+08:00

i've gone crazy from the moment i met you - the veronicas

hello all. we are currently all messed up after our "tropical-cleaning-spree" today. kayy mepek but you get the point hah! so anyway, we'll do this post with typing. haha. we wanted to post the pictures we took with leeyan the other day but it's not in our lappy so we'll post it another time.promise.

so yesterday was a bummer.big time. -.-" huge disappointment throughout our journey. what? why you ask? it's mainly because the model interview thing doesn't work out as expected.mom didnt want us to go because she knew that we have to pay for the photoshoots and all.besides, the people there are more exposed.if you know what we mean. but mom cheered us up when she brought us to delifrance to eat yet another waffle ice-cream. yumm! well, she coaxed us saying that she supports us being models, but not now. so we'll join when we're legal! that is in the age of 18! which is in two years time:)

today, nothing much really happen. we just cleared all the books in our room and now there is 3 huge boxes and estimated 8 black garbage bags. haha. don't be shocked. cause we are two people living in the same room, with the same amount of old books. haha. well, mimi had her fair share of fun in the garbage bags. now, we are just waiting for time to go by. we'll be sleeping early tonight because we have to wake up early tomorrow for jodie's dentist appointment. sulk.

WLY!you taught me how to hate you when i was so in love

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salihin :D

kendra,hanis,iwani,iwana

iskandar! friends for 4 years:)

tebiat and goblok. haha. sec 2 besties

vinkie is hot.grr.haha.

sexy LEEYAN.our gothic baby :D

almost all 4e2 girls:) our SEXYLOVES. love all of you so muchie!

oops.haha.smile smile pout pout.

oh DZULKIFLI. we miss your crappy potty humours already

nasrul.besties forever and ever.haha.

us at home.

sharifah! iwani's malay language mentor:) iwani love you! mwahs!

syafiqah,amirah,iwani

this is shahid.our butt kicking buddy.bully you soon :D ekhem.eekkhmm.LOL.

this is AISHAH! our another babylove. we love her so muchie too :D

our ravishing ladies.christine,kuu:),daphne.

daphne.she's super cute. iwana will miss those "sex" class hahahahah.

christine.she's super fly and hot.the one to beat :)

iwani's maths tutor.haha.thx for the advices dude:)

the crappy food.

candid.

candid.again.

watermelon.very watery.

thx shahid for the nice effects.lick lick lick lick lick it like a lollipop.heh.

dang lewis,you're super tall.haha.

imran siglap.no,imran ajmain sounds nicer laa boy.

neiyaLOVE.sawong love mr maricar!

atiqah! she's super cute and kecoh.but still, we love her to bits.

iwana and thefaggisloved. haha.

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee GELLLLIII.haha.go date shua'adah laa.whatever her name is.

iwani's gonna miss your dumb stories.haha.

aishah the super model.

again haha.

hi christine :D

partners now and forever:) p.s:kendra look super fly!

well hello good looking. haha. -.-"

to sum it all up, grad night was ironically, a blast.

so friends, rip all the pictures you want here. this is all we have. send the pictures you have of us through either one of our emails. bye love. we're going to miss you so much. we promise not to lose touch okay? we are so blessed to have each one of you, treasured souls to be part of our lives.all of you have made what we are today some way or another and we send our greatest gratitude to all of you. listen to the song broken wings. its just for you. continue to view our blog okay? do tag:)

love,

the twins

xoxo

2008-11-12T23:50:00.002+08:00

2008-11-12T14:43:00.002+08:00

hello all:) this is the first time in many posts since we last updated using the keypad. haha. miss us? sorry, we were too busy with stuff that we cant find the time to videopost. soon alright? so here's a little something for you guys to read. we'll see you soon!
p.s:thank you all for the birthday wishes. we love you :D

1. The person who tagged you is?
leeyan love :D

2.Your relationship with him/her?

friends forever

3. Your 5 impressions of her.

into goth,super cute,super nice,super gorgeous and super artistic.

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you (us).

the cutest birthday present ever!

5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to u(us)?

she love us!

6. If he/she becomes your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be?

we'll work on that.haha.

7. If she/he become your enemy, you will?

never gonna happen.

8. (Repeat Question) -(repeat answer)

9. What is it you want to tell her now?

she's super cool and we love her like heaven!

10. Your overall impression of her/him is?

gorgeous smile.

11. How do you think ppl around you will feel around you(us)?

confused?haha.

12. The characters you love of yourself are?

jodie: haha. i love my randomness
macy:haha.my gayness?

13. On the contrary,the characters you hate yourself are?

jodie: i take things too bloody seriously
macy: haha. take things too lightly?

14. The most ideal person you want to be is?

the veronicas:) jess and lisa.

15. For people that care and like you, say something to them.

thank you.very much appreciated.we are extremely flattered :D

16.Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you.

1: leeyan

2: aishah

3: atiqah

4: iskandar:)

5: nieya

6: nuttynad

7: lissalove

8: feeza

9: aidil.haha.

10: you.

7. Who is no. 6 having relationship with?

no idea

18. Is no. 9 a male or female?

male. "tall", dark and handsome

19. If no. 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?

depends who "you" are.

20. What is no. 2 studying about?

history

21. When was the last time you had a chat with no. 3?

yesterday

22. What kind of music band does no. 8 like?

jiwangzzz kan?haha.

23. Does no. 6 have any siblings?

yes

24. Will you woo no. 3?

probably not

25. How about 7?

possibility

26. Is no. 4 single?

you may never know.

27. What is the surname of no. 5?

basri? forgot.

28. What is a hobby of no. 10?

too vague.answer this yourself.

29. Does no. 5 and 9 get along well?

hahaha! that'll be impossible.

30. Where is no. 2 studying at?

siglap sec

31. Talk about something for no. 1.

she's the best friend you can ever ask for:)

32. Have you tried developing feelings for no. 8?

haha. yes. but failed (never happened)

33. Where does no. 9 live?

tampines

34. What colour does no. 4 like?

he always wear yellow tees. yellow? or is it black?

35.Are no. 1 and 5 best friends?

yesyes!

36. Does no. 1 have any pets?

37. Is no. 7 the sexiest person in the world?

of course. no doubt about it

38.What is no. 10 doing now?

reading this and tagging (*hint).

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watch the last video first! there's part 1 and part 2.

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the skate-scooter pictures 2 days ago

2008-09-14T23:06:00.004+08:00

it's all your fault-taking back sunday

hello pembaca-pembaca setia:) hawhaw .bloody gay. so we woke up with a rather rude awakening from dad. it was partly our fault for him raging at us because firstly it was almost 12pm and secondly he tried to wake us up countlessly; eversince 10am.hah. sorry there 'pops. haha. we're tired due to yesterday's long walk.

yesterday went to geylang bazaar with dad to browse at random things. bumped into azimah, elly and zaf first. followed by atiqah then kak nana. haha random sia. after much browsing, dad brought us to our favourite place, airport to have "dineupper". yes, of course we went there for ice-cream. however, only macy had ice-cream because the rest claim that they are full. rrrrrrrriiiiiiigggggghhhhhhtttttt. then went home. ahhh. tomorrow is physics p2. shitified petrified suicide.hawhaw.we procastinate yet again. thats because we dont see a need to revise physics because its all about memorising formulas right?

yesterday was awkward. i was walking in the bazaar behind dad and frantically hanging on to macy's hand when this group of people shout "ey wani!". my initial reaction was to look and then i notice i dont know who were those strange strangers. my dad even asked if i knew them. i denied it of course. crazy bunch of people. you should have seen how i reacted. i was like "huh?" and tugged macy to look who was calling out my name. haha. anyway, i had a great time playing the skate-scooter with macy this morning. eventhough we did cause alot of noise due to our gigglings, it did relieved our stress of the morning. i love lunch today. curry maggie. haha.& i love zen tan kok siang:)-jodie

dang! today was super porky fun! hawhaw. it wasnt what i expected it to be like because initially dad was raging mad but then the negative energy cleared. had fun with jodieboo with the spring cleaning in the room. collected about 8 bags full of trash,memories,tissues and dusty dust. then come the fun part, the skate-scooter cruise,hawhaw.man, we were literally laughing our butts off. i've got the video. maybe i'll post it up in the coming post okay. anyway tomorrow is the day tomorrow is the day! hint: special day with baby. guess? our 2nd month-sary silly!(okay i sound gay there) wooooooooo! i love hud hariz wong yun feng alot heh-MACY!

wly! BETUL KATA NENEK KU!

2008-09-12T11:59:00.011+08:00

everything is sent off straight from the heart-the veronicas

old pics re-edited.hawhaw.thats because we are lazy to camwhore due to the never-ending revisions for prelims.talking about prelims, we just sat for mathematics paper one today. clearly we were too lazy to stuady yesterday and we ended up rather clueless today. yet, the questions given was quite do-able. but this doesnt mean we are confident of passing of course. but there's this tiny thing called luck. who knows if mr kek wrote 71 instead of 17? probabilty of it, 1 in a million. miracles happen. hopehopehope :) but the thing is, either one of us can get that kind of luck.haha. because it comes only once. so forget it laa jodie & macy. people, the best thing to get the results you've desire is to plainly, awely, tirelessly, practically, effortlessly study your brains out. face it, anyway you'll never get to study this hard for one bloody exam anymore:)

we are going for night-self study later. see, we are very hardworking. but the main reason for going is to have a great time studying with friends. wellwell, it works for us. at least other souls to hangout with instead of only the two of us right? we try to socialize so that we wont be labelled "sombong" in other words "arrogant". yes we are sick of it. people change right? so we've changed for the better. so we break fast-ing at school later on.going to grab some bites.

bust it baby.heard of that song?sounds cheesy huh? it's by plies feat NE YO MYSEXYLOVE!hawhaw. well i specially bring up this song because im so addicted it. ne yo makes the song AWESOME :) hawhaw really. anyway you guys go listen to it. i was rather demoralized by the maths paper 1 earlier in the morning. it seems so easy at first but then the numericals drive me crazy. i tried though. the last question was a total drawing lesson for me.hawhaw. something about constructing triangles.whatever.i can only rely on paper 2 now. i hope i'll pass because of paper 2 as i tend to do better.moving on, i rather miss the berserk commotion and laughter during recess. no more recess:( okay, so 3 days to go baby! i love my boyfriend :D-MACY!

like what macy said, the maths paper was rather depressing. i took 15 minutes figuring out question 2. dont tell me it not demoralising. im looking forward for the night self-study. ohh did i tell you how irritating mr "slim" was? i was pissed that he tends to shout into the microphone with his low toned voice. i guess he's trying to alarm people at the end of the exam. i dont know why, but i tend to remember the story ais told me about him.haha "slim". chatted with dzul yesterday. he send "ey, ilztks tu i love zul tu kan sexy." haha! i deny it of course. but that was a good attempt. zen wanted me to go to the singapore flyers on either 24 or 25. i dont know if i can make it. but i hope i do. i want to meet him so badly. ilztks (i love zen tan kok siang:))-jodie

wly! OH SO YOU THINK YOU'RE READY? OKAY THEN COME AND SING IT WITH ME! GO!

2008-09-09T21:55:00.002+08:00

you're already the voice inside my head, i miss you-blink 182

hello readers:) its us, the twins. haha.random shit. gawd today was a long day and the start of many long days to come. how was the english paper you ask? well, it was exceptional but a little too draggy. but what can we do right? just for the sake of our future ahead. so there's no school tomorrow. but that does not mean we have the right to rest. yes, SPRING CLEANING ON 100908! since hari raya is coming and mama's homecoming, we thought its best that we clear up all the ages of notes, dusty dusts, creepy crawlies and whatever crap that is meant to end up in pulau semakau:) we probably be all tired like two samsui women. but, at least we get a little will right? RIGHT! awesome. so tomorrow is a-maths paper. so we would like to wish GOOD LUCK to all the peeps taking a-maths. special mention to dzulkifli who might need to copy most of the answers.

i was just chatting with dzulkifli. hawhaw. i remembered in the examination hall he manage to ask me what's the format for featured article. i, with the heart of gold (cheyy), let him peek into my paper. hawhaw. tell you what. if dzul seats beside me during exams, we tend to share. because if we share we care right dzul? hawhaw. and yes dzul is on our side. wooo aku syg kau! anyway, the most hilarious thing that happen in the exam hall today was not only mr "slim" but also the microphone incident. kayy you might find it pretty lame but seriously i find human beings HILARIOUS. okayokay. it was english paper 1 and i had a train of thoughts for my story line. i took a rather long time staring at the stage when there was a loud thud. the bloody microphone. guess what? since i was one of the few at the back, i saw everybody shock out of their wits! FUNNY SHIT LAA I TELL YOU PEOPLE! hawhaw. particularly shahid sitting 2 seats infront of me. i was practically laughing to myself. i despise bubble tea for now. ask baby. hawhaw.stomachache.bitch. kayy done. baby i miss you siaaaaaaaaaaaa-MACY!

i dont know why. but i tend to finish my english papers 10 minutes before the exam ends. its like an indication that the extra 10 mins is time for me to be engulfed with my thoughts. for today i was thinking about food. well, food was not the only one. i was thinking about what others in the same examination hall might be thinking. some may be thinking about their exam questions, some probably thinking about their girl/boyfriends, some trying to squeeze out a new gossip or those adorable people who laugh alone. i dont know if you readers ever thought of that. this only come out to me as a curiosity. something made my day today. zen finally texted:) his probably busy with his art and studies. but, its good to know his there. ily boo:)-jodie

congratulations to our darling leeyan for adopting a new blog! keep the stories going girl! love you!

wly! WHO DID THIS? DOWN DOWN DOWN DOWN!

2008-09-08T20:43:00.003+08:00

without you im so lost-alesana

hello all. today was hard. really. firstly, our chemistry(p3) starts today; not a good start at all. secondly, we suddenly just felt extremely thirsty. lastly, tomorrow will definitely suck big time. we did have a little "getaway" time with ais. we randomly chose to walk all the way to elias mall to buy stationeries. had fun browsing around in the shop. tiny things like that really does brighten up our day. then we headed to west plaza and continued our "browsing-craze" in fairprice. spent merely an hour there but didnt buy anything. then bought ourselves "the usual", and went home resisting the temptation of gulping the drink down our "sahara desert" like throats. but like we said, WE ARE STRONG!

its hard to understand people sometimes. two-faced people in specific. its their never ending charades that just sparks the nerves. it's rather disturbing when you actually know that she's our friend, well good friend indeed,and we trust her so much. but what did we get in return? well, her back facing us. what happen to complete open face honesty? hey, its time you think about your deeds because we can see that you are two-headed. you know her, she'll do whatever it takes to be with you, friend. to take you away from us.well, maybe that's your weakness. you are too forgiving. we have no rights to tell you off.but, its ironic isnt it that you are so close to her and when your done talking to her, you'll come running back to us saying how disgusted you are with her. ironic? think. nobody's forcing you to go with her. its your choice. we know you want to help her but it just seem that we all feel that we've lost you somehow.

friends, prelims and basically my whole life practically goes hay-wire at times. a test from god i guess. i'll accept it. moving along to a happier side of my rather gloomy life, last saturday was just awesome:) i finally met baby after 1 month i guess? i was rather please to get to see him eventhough it only took like less than 10 seconds. nonetheless, i just felt good at that moment in time. so chemistry paper today was just right. i pretty much flunk on question 10 consisting 10 precious marks. well goodbye 10 marks. i did my best though. really.i would still prefer physics though.hawhaw. i miss baby already. 1 week to 2nd month-sary. woooo! i love you-MACY!

PROCASTINATION. i've stop that ugly habit already. finally. i think that i did fairly well for the chemistry paper. question 6 was the only question that left me digging in me memory system. because i know i've studied for it but i just cant remember. well, you readers might have experienced it too, right? or am i the only one? anyway, i lust to get out of secondary school. i just want the extra freedom and not have teachers screaming at the back of your neck every time you fail to answer thier questions. other than school, i've been missing this particular someone so much. probably i've said it at an earlier post. yes, i miss zen. its been days since we last contacted. i miss him, his voice, his presence. zen, if you happen to stumble upon this, i miss you so much. i hope to hear from you soon okay boo? dont forget to eat your honeystars:) ilztks-jodie

wly!YEAHEEYEAHYEAHYEAH! haha.random shit.

2008-09-05T12:29:00.000+08:00

i hope the stars still spell out your name-alesana

hello:) it's been quite a while since we've updated. sorry readers. we've been rather busy mugging as prelims is like THIS COMING MONDAY!!. yes we've got our panic button switched on already. studied until 12.30am this morning. yes we are tired but at least we manage to cover most topics and clear our doubts about isotopes and mole calculation. we were suppose to be in school today for the ever boring poa but we are at home blogging instead.haha. we dont want to spoil the holidays looking at mr lim's face. gaaahhss!

oh well we went out with ais 2 days ago to study. it's great when everybody settle down quietly in their own space contented in actually, studying. macy's braces was another false hope.haha. 'cause we initially thought that she's going to replace her braces with retainers but no.next appointment. well, our prayers was answered when we break-fast at marina square's KFC. we utterly miss that place. we miss the rice with bbq chicken on the level 4 foodcourt though. so reached home at around 9.

"hungry days once again, now its getting unbelievable". thats so not true for this year. somehow i like fasting this year. it seem to go by so fast. probably because im spending most of my time buried under piles of textbooks and ten-year series. i love the month of ramadhan. it is when i feel so close to god. i know that my prayers would be answered and my sins depleted. its a chance for me to revitalise and change my perspective of life. have i ever told you how much i miss zentankoksiang? i miss him.badly.-jodie

kuu:) confident siaa.haha.she called me in the morning.hawhaw.she actually went for poa but finally realise that no one was there.kaaaaaay best. sexylove is back! wooooooo! yes aidil. dont be so disappointed about whatever happen best friend. i'll be there for you no matter what :) so i heard alot of things about n level papers. well anyway guys, just do your best for the papers okay. i myself on the other hand is pretty much busy burying my nose under all my tons of notes, textbook and ten year series.hariz baby i miss you laa matrep.really.stop being so emo okay.hawhaw.go study laa boy.i love you babe:D-MACY!

wly! HAVE I EVER TOLD YOU HOW MUCH YOU MEAN TO ME?

2008-08-28T16:34:00.013+08:00

when i grow up-pussycat dolls

hello readers:) its been quite a while since we posted. been busy lately with the piling homework, consultations and revisions for the up coming PRELIMS. talking about prelims, we just did our science practical exam. chemistry was a breeze but the bane of our headaches is physics. yes.why must it be about refraction? we didnt even took a glance on any of the refraction topics. kinda suck actually.

im actually very engrossed in my word search right now. i know this is random but really, it actually helps when you're kinda bored or really just want to waste time. i've been serching for the word "fiction" for 1/2 hr now but im still into the game. woohoo. hawhaw. so tomorrow is teachers day and i just dont feel like going to school.that's because there is nothing i look forward to. anyway, im still rendering my thoughts. i dont know if she would reallyreally change. im not saying that hey she wont change.however, i just feel that she needs time to actually understand other people's feeling; how to actually approach others and treat others like how they are suppose to. i need to eat my chips now. they're calling me. im famished.hariz i love you.-MACY!

im holding on to this excercise book. when i turned it around, i cant help but notice this points about "our shared values". i wonder why they even bother placing it there. haha. and one ironic thing is that there are four languages. anyway, this week really was fast. im just waiting for one day where i can go out and just go for shopping. the earliest is this coming september holidays. but its not a holiday. 2 days of school. damn. what more? so much for holidays huh? ever heard of the term '' second chance"? well, to me it dont ever matter cause people never change. if they do, why is global warming still occuring? macy is eating, i want to join her:) chipschipschips! ilztks sosososososososososososososososo much! mwahs:)- jodie

wly!SAME GIRL? SAME GIRL!

2008-08-24T23:26:00.004+08:00

hello readers:) this post is pertaining to a particular someone whose ego is higher than the furthest star in the universe.well we'll highlight the word NEGLECTED. who likes being the black sheep? we believe no one does. well just so you readers know that we have encountered this arduous narrow path of friendship. this particular someone just dont seem to understand. it doesn't seem to sink inside the thick skull of hers that we felt used because she was being self-centered. ada faham sayang? you know it sucks when someone actually assumed that there is a heirachy existing in friendships. it applys to people who assume they are the most happening-on-going-gosippers-of-all-time!which is particular, her! alright, here's our explanation to your doubts and what you practically assume is right. before we start, make sure you remember that you are self-centered.sink it into the core of your inpenetrable soul. and btw, we are not bitches:)hey, ignorance is gold/bliss? so true.please cherish it.continue to read on and you'll find yourself having a hard time.

A listers:
your oh so reliable most happening NORMAL ACADEMIC FRIENDS. cause you assume they know everything and you rely on them to give you fresh new insights about other people's bloody lives. so that you convey it to your gossip team.

your favourite-all-time-listening-ear-or-lend-a-shoulder-to-cry-on-buddy.call us your 'close friends' but where is our part when it comes to problem sharing? who do you look forward to talk to everyday of your life? your buddy of course. and you keep finding for her when shes not in your sight.shes not your fucking dog.and us? so much for 9 years of awesome friendship eh.it's plainly just bullshit.

plainly outcasters:
US!
AISHAH!
okay happy:) your always the best damn thing right? yeah, we've had enough of that.everything that you think we didnt need to know as your 'close friend', we shall keep it this way. we bet you never realise that people actually felt deeply hurt just because of you brusque attitude you display towards others. you know why it came to you as a shock when we ignored you? its because we put on mask every moment we had with you. all the smiles are fake.and why do we even do that? because we cared for you.we didnt want to make you upset. but did you ever took it to account? no.it's again back to your seemingless act of just putting yourself before others. you are not given any rights to control people's lives. we know that you are probably denying everything we've just spurt out earlier but try sitting down in a quiet spot one day and actually reminisce and reflect about your life. you have a life so much better than we actually have girl.you have parents, siblings, friends well everybody supporting behind you.to be specific, we lack the things you have.if you have been having a great life before, it is an indication that you are being self-centered. because you have got what you want and only what YOU WANT. but unlike you, we do spare a thought for others. we do feel what they may encounter. life is a bitch at times but you've got to learn to face it and not put blames on others.

dear particular someone(you know who you are),
all we're trying to tell you is to change your self-centered attitude.we have put up with this attitude for too long now. its good to know you are having fun with the guys. great isnt it to be the centre of attention? anyway, we are not bitching about you, we are being honest and making our stand.its your choice if you want to accept it or not.how about that?
much love,
twins

thatswhatyouget

2008-08-17T11:53:00.000+08:00

everything we had is no longer there-the academy is

hello readers:) pictures cannot be upload due to the absolute retardation of blogger's system. blame blogger. knncb ah. today is sunday and we have free time now.so we decided to post.so later we are having tuition. YAY! ohh one thing we forgot to tell, mimi puked.eeeeeeeeww. wah thanks for making our day mimiboo.really. but yes, a heroine would always be there to clear up those eecky stuff.who else but MACY.see mimi, she loves you no matter what. currently listening to akon's songs.haha.

the beauty of love lies in its power to unite individuals :D HARIZBABY I LOVE YOU!-MACY!

haha.i dont know what to say but i feel very ambiguous lately thinking about everything thats happening.so im trying to process all of it.whatever it is no one is to blame unless we listen to both parties.okay? i love my babygirls no matter what!ohh yes ilztks too:) mwahs!-jodie

USAIN BOLT IS AWWWWEEESOOOMEEE! HAHA! 9.69s LAA SEH! WOOOO WR! LAJU BANGEEEEEEETT DEHY!

wly!DO DO DO YOU? (haha gay)

2008-08-15T15:37:00.019+08:00

lies are deceiving actions can't promise me;mess that devoured me-eyes set to kill

wooooooo colours:) this week is damn tiring.schoolschoolschool.kinda suck actually.many MANY things happened.it's just the same old epitome just revealing and repeating all over again.but we wont mention it here unless if it is needed.despite all that we did have a few moments of joy today when ros the monster didnt come to school:)this means NO GEOGRAPHY TEST!haha.congratulations to the singapore table tennis team for making it to the finals!

today is filled with elations and dejections that switch so fast that i didnt understand it myself.i was playing dominos and the "ball" game with ais using her i-pod:) i had so much fun and it was awesome! AIS NEXT WEEK PLAY AGAIN! dont forget:) i will never forget today because i practically laughed my ass off eventhough the principal was there patrolling around.and then it happened.the bane of my bad day.for whatever reason she wanted to say about me and ais, its up to her.whatever it is we didnt avoid you and we weren't ignorant towards you.weren't you the one who left without telling us? please stop making wrong assumptions okay friend? me and ais were just contented with the game.so if you have any issue with that i'd rather you tell us straight.im pissed out of my wits.anyway, i want to apologise to zen that i was throwing my tantrums at him.im reallyreally sorry.ilztks.thank you for being there for me:)-jodie

im rather pissed today.i knew that this day would happen.i can just feel it.i dont know, maybe it's just that friends arent really what you might expect.really.whatever it is, i dont want these epitomes to spoil my day.today is special,yes reallyREALLYreally special.it's my one month anniversary with hud hariz wong yun feng bin adams wong:) baby, you mean the whole world to me.your presence just makes me feel safe and love.i really love you.i swear.thank you for being such a sweetheart:) baby, im sorry that i didnt get you anything.thanks for the tissue packet haha.i find it really cute.i really had a great time today:D in school on the other hand was awesome too.i really miss talking to aqilah.i mean it's been so long sice we've spoken to each after the conflict.it's nice to know that she's doing good and is herself again.tieing those lose ends surely is an encouraging. much love:) p.s to baby: the bangla stalker is your bf laa.he's jealous that you met me today.haha.i love you so very much!-MACY!

wly!EVERYTHING WE HAD IS NO LONGER THERE

2008-08-12T22:06:00.000+08:00

it's your show oh baby i wanna be your CO STAR- day 26

hello readers:) todays post is gay because blogger is nothing but pain in the ass.so we cant upload our new pictures for the time being neither could we put up the colourful colours.so enjoy the dull black ink for now.so today was our O LEVEL MOTHER TONGUE RESULT.like we only got to know today that we are receiving the results.bitch.well, we have B3 each.cool huh?not really.

im so dumbfounded when i saw the results.B3? i know i could have done better.i felt envious that the girls from my mother tongue class are getting their distinction.which means they dont have to retake the exams.me? it explains that i have to continue doing the stupid malay compo and all.i bet cikgu lat would be jumping for joy for those who got distinction.pfft.english o level oral is on thurs.can i not do oral? i suck at it.anyway, zen dont feel upset about your results okay? whatever happens, i'll be right here for you:) baby boo, JUST DO IT:)i love zen.mwahs:)-jodie

my whole body, practically from my head to my toes is engulf with elations.i've prove myself, yes, myself wrong.i've always been pessimistic about malay language.failing is just another epitome.but what i've learnt is that with hardwork and effort, your results will show how much you've done, how badly you want it.i believe that eventhough i've got only b3, which some students would feel depress right now,for me,it's really a great great sucess.i've achieved my goal.so now re-taking malay would give me new confidence.so A1 here i come baby! woooooo! okay i miss baby allooooooooooot.i swear.although we've met yest haha.i love hariz so very much :)-MACY!

wly!B3B3B3B3B3B3B3B3B3B3

2008-08-08T21:16:00.002+08:00

i want you exclusive-day 26

hello readers:) today is the much awaited 080808. woohoo olympics seh! haha. so today our school celebrated national day cum sports day at the same time. we went out of the house as early as 6am this morning. and so much for arriving early.eventually we were on time. so the whole national day parade and performance was somehow boring.we dont feel the enthusiasm in them you see. we did try to entertain ourselves by singing along to the remix version of all the national day songs. okay so after that the events began. oh yaa HAPPY BIRTHDAY FADHIL! go accountant!you did our class proud:) the 4x400m boys were awesome.they were leading all the way! special recognition to you guys because 3 of you were having medical problems. you guys did AWESOME!so did the rest for other running events:) you people did great.hey eventhough we didnt manage to win the best class award, we did enjoyed ourselves.that's the best part:D THREE CHEERS FOR 4E2! yay!

so the winners are as follows:

200m boys: shawn 2nd place

4x400 girls: ain,aqilah,iwani & christine 2nd place

4x400 boys: bakar,sherman,shawn & fadhil 1st place

we're not sure if there are any other winners. but if we do miss it out, sorry:)

this year's sports day was the first time i didnt manage to qualify to finals but hey! it's okay.i had an awesome time cheering for my classmates! although i was coughing and in the brim of losing my voice, i cant help it but just scream.i know i look super gay or a total blatant arse but what's important is being there for your team mates and feel good to let it all out :D the best event for me was the 4x400m for both girls and guys. i swear i was screaming like the world dont matter to me at all. today was awesome but not awesomeawesome because i didnt manage to meet baby. what sehhhh. next week kay? i love hariz.-MACY!

i suck at 200m.seriously.i cant sprint at all.just as my hopes were on top of the world when kendra volunteered to run for me, i was turned down. well, i was 4th for that event. my right ankle was worse as soon as i neared the grandstand.but when i was walking towards my classmates, they actually cheered for me.haha.thanks you guys.i love you all! and then 4x400m, ain was 2nd when she ran and when aqilah ran, we were 3rd. i on the other hand was 3rd but i saw that my competitor 'pancit' at the 300m mark so i went for it. christine did superbly well and we won 2nd place! GOOD JOB GIRLS:) apart from all these things happening, i do miss zen alotalotalot. boo, i reallyreallyreally miss you so much. ilztks! mwahs! oh yea, fuck ika laa. whats with you nosing about who my ex are.you know faiz is my ex and your boyfriend, so why bother asking? ey lebih baik gi mampos laa kau dengan laki tu.sial bodoh.sumpah kau step mane peh lawa.for your info ey little girl, no one likes you.stop sticking your filthy nose into people's past.fuck, i've move on bitch.damn.you're too old to be a sec one NORMAL TECHNICAL girl.haha-jodie

wly!MY ANKLE IS DAMAGED DAMAGED DAMAGED! HOW YOU'RE GONNA FIX IT?

2008-08-03T21:21:00.004+08:00

ps: for ais:)

i can feel it in the beat-ciara

you readers must be wondering why we put up mimi's picture.lots of them.well it is because today is MIMI'S 4TH BIRTHDAY! here's a little birthday wish for mimi from us her favourite sisters.haha:

dear mimi-boo-sok,

it's because of your tiny frivolous acts that crack us up. your tiny gesture of biting that make us upset. your furry fur that never fail to stick to everything just reminds us of you:) your constant mews that sound so familiar to us it sounds like music. your the best damn cat we can ever ask for. your the most special littlest thing.you're the reason we come home to hug and the only one that knows us inside out. although we may despise cleaning your poo and changing your daily food and water, we still love you like we always do.so your 12 in cat years now. your still the little kitten in our eyes no matter what:) for that we love you from the bottom of our hearts!

much love,

jodie & macy

although she might not understand a single thing about what we just said, its okay. haha. anyway, today had our tuition and then spent the entire day doing homework and watch tv. today was prolly the most boring day we encountered for the past week.literally. tomorrow is monday. the results for finals is tomorrow. damn it.

no reflections today.but jodie love zen tan kok siang and macy love hud hariz wong yun feng bin adam wong:)

wly!GUE LAZYLAZYLAZZZZYY!

2008-08-02T14:44:00.003+08:00

thank you for being such a friend to me. ohh i pray a friend for life-flyleaf

hello readers:) today's saturday and we are resting at home. yesterday's night class was awesome thanks to nic for teaching us the memorable poa formulas. ais on the other hand, was awesome:) we reacorded her version of 'bananas in pajamas' song. it was hilarious the way she sang with thick accent.we practically laughed our arse all the way home.yesterday many people didnt turn up as the hungry ghost festival was on that day which only macy knew today.but atleast the environment was so much comfortable with lesser noise and everybody studying together.it's just great. went back home with fad, ais and yeen.

yesterday was no other epitome series.it's foreign.not really but somehow.i went out with baby to tamp.as usual our "merajok with each other" times is a "must have" everytime we meet haha.i took a picture of him while he was eating.i want to put it up in this post but im sure he would be pissed.so i wont:) anyway,just as both of us boarded bus 81 cause we had the intention of going back to pasir ris, my dad called; fuming mad.i was in deepshit.i lied of course.i had to.the journey home was rather long.but baby was there convincing me that everything is going to be okay and that dad wont be angry with me.well my mind was overthrown with overwhelming and depressing thoughts of him actually raging his anger towards me.we rushed our way to white sands popular to get my presentation board crap for dnt.i did not tend to buy it but it's part of the lie.haha.then hurried home.ironically, dad wasnt angry AT ALL.haha.shitified i know.i was rather pissed that i had to rush all the way home knowing the fact that dad was already home waiting at my doorstep ready to engulf me in his fuming mad expressions.but no.anyway,thanks baby for staying by me all the way back to my place and the time we had together.i love you so very much.you mean more than anything to me, really:) and thanks nic for helping me in chemistry and poa.SPONGE!-MACY!

yesterday was terrifying for me. i was terrified out of my wits. i was sleeping soundly when i was awoken by someone tripping on my right leg. i opened my eyes and saw this black figure standing. at first i thought it was my grandma, cause she always go to the toilet at night.but i sense something was not right.the figure didnt move.it was tall and has a shape of a woman. i knew it could not have been a shadow because it was away from the wall. i practically stared at it for 20s and pulled my covers. i prayed and prayed and prayed like its the end of time. then, i peeked through my covers and it was not there anymore. i swear i was on the verge to tears. so spent the whole night just staring at the wall. anyway, im fine now. but im having flu. zen boo, thanks for comforting me:) ilztks-jodie

wly! PLEASE STAY UNTIL IM GONE

2008-07-31T20:14:00.002+08:00

fate fell short this time smile fades in the summer, place your hand in mine, i'll leave when i wanna-blink 182

hello readers that we really and truly love:) today was hell of a time. despite the chaos in school during recess, heats and final was even worse.we were pretty unhappy with some of the events we took part.it really just pisses us of just knowing the fact that we put in so much effort we didnt show our fullest potential. well, we put the blame to ourselves. with all these muscles cramps and lifeless spirit in our souls, studying is not an option.really.had dinner with fadhil, syazni, hafiz, amin, gab, ais and yeen. we found out that guys are so undecisive and it really got to our nerves. bumped into sabri twice this week.anyway, thanks people for deterioating our sense of disappointment into a fresh elated one:) to those who risked their voices just to support us, THANK YOU:) but can scream louder for 4x400m finals? haha. we are so proud of ais for the perfect starting, ending and the run in between.

i really had bad feelings about todays heats. when my name was called, my natural reaction was 'im going to be dead'. yet, the girls kept my hopes high.cheering for me all the way eventhough the event have not started. waiting in silence, i said a little prayer. then it was my turn. the gun shot. and i ran like there's no tomorrow. the final 50m and there my legs go.it turned down on me. it was burning and its so weak. i knew i was going to fall. but i kept telling myself i'll be just fine.and that was when i saw seri overtook me. wasted.its all wasted. haha. whatever it is, im doing great currently. thanks to zen's motivation. its so sweet that he was there the whole time to comfort me. anyway, congrats to those who made it to the finals eventhough i dont know who they are just yet. remind me to remind mrs rajan about some english stuff! ok done. im tired, torn and tattered. ilztks:)-jodie

KENDRA blew me away!i swear.she once said that she doesnt want to run for 100m but ironically, she was 2nd! and i was 3rd. dearest partner i'm overjoyed and i am really proud of you! see, you need to work on your self-esteem.4x100 was kinda okay.we manage to get forth. what really pisses me off is when late comers get to run.bitch kan this school?like should have come even later and warm up.cause when i came, i changed my shoes and than run. oh well, heats is over. although i may feel a little upset but i still stayed up strong.thanks people for your never ending motivation.it helps me alot.OH TP MEMORIES.i miss AEM 3d modelling and animaions course already.and what made me deterioate deep into my lifeless being was that area reminds me of aidil.idk why but i think it is because of his school which is like a stones throw away.i know im not suppose to feel this way but i cant help it.i miss him dearly.dont get me wrong.i still love hariz wong yun feng more than anything but it's just those days when small little things takes you back in time to remind you that past is where you were from and made you who you are now in the present.hopefully there's no "staying back session"with mrs rajan tomorrow.i want to meet baby!take care-MACY!

wly! ALL YOUR TWISTED THOUGHTS FREE FLOW TO EVERLASTING MEMORIES

2008-07-30T17:05:00.002+08:00

dancing through the night-eyes set to kill

hello most awesome readers:) oh wow today is wednesday and tomorrow is THURSDAY!wondering why THURSDAY is in caps? well tomorrow is HEATS/FINALS people.if you're not panicking or worst not even aware than you people are pure porkchop and beans.we know it makes no sense. so for the first time in our lives we wont be running for the same event.yes, we do feel a little deprived from staying to close to one another at times. so macy's taking 4x100 relay and 100m while jodie's taking 4x400m relay and 200m.gaaahhsss.thinking of it makes our heart sink to our stomachs.so to adjust it back to its original position, we are currently laughing at the hideous monsters we drew the other day.haha! so meeting up with 4e2's accountants/poa-ians later for dinner before heading back to the office for journal entry.haha.

i despise butterflies. having gazillion of those monsters roaming in my stomach right about now isnt a good predicament.the feeling of anxiety within me is killing me.i may suffer a delirium.firstly, it's tomorrows heats/finals that i feel pretty ambigous about and furthermore, my bone structures and probably every delicate part of my body is just screaming in pain.i swear.secondly wan.he texted me yesterday which i overlooked.with that, he was simply pissed with me.i know it's a delinquency, which i never made, but hey i was terribly and awfully tired yesterday.after much peace treaty, we are not mad at each other which is great.but yet again, i feel this sense of dejection.why? he mentioned "sombong".i detest that word.really.i need to render my thoughts. i love wong yun feng:) and yeaa GOOD LUCK RUNNERS!-MACY!

the bane of all my sleepless nights : 'SPORTS DAY/HEATS'. i've been sacrificing so much time training just for this. i just hope it would turn out worthwhile for me. my limbs are excruciatingly painful.with every step i take, i feel the muscles sears.well, i just have to endure it. lets just pray karma wont haunt me with the paranoia of falling while running.earlier this morning, had maths at 8am. mr kek touched on the topic about negative thoughts/dreams. well, he has a way which tends to implicit his stories to a remark those who are poor in maths. like me. i tend to get pissed off listening to his so-called lectures. so what if im bad at maths? but to think of it, i have to obligue. why? its a main subject. zen, ilyvm:) mwahs:)-jodie

wly! ITS THE BEAUTY OF GRACE THAT IT MAKES LIFE NOT FAIR

2008-07-28T15:25:00.002+08:00

stop crying your heart out-oasis

hello readers:) its been a few days since we posted.cause our weekend was packed with outings.on saturday we finally met up with lissalove to study with her and her mat rep (soon to be)boyfriend.haha.studied at coffee bean in front of golden landmark.it was a bad idea studying there cause its so damn noisy.well, we did went to bugis street to shop.turn out walking around without buying anything.pissed about it.so dont ask why we didnt buy anything.we know its so unlike us but that day we just dont have the oompfh! you know what we mean? haha.nevermind.

then yesterday kak nana tunang:) congrats to her! she was so pretty.yes we helped out distributing gifts to the other families. also known as 'rewang' to the malays.felt so gay.and those insincere looks on plastered across their faces just made us extremely uncomfortable.moreover,we were just lost in the realm of being different. we didnt really enjoyed our time there but just having our dear cousin elations was suffice:)

today, had maths test.which sucked.blablabla.dnt was awesome.we played the DRAW-A-MONSTER game. gaahhss.these are the following names of the newly created monsters:

-khaaaaa-kheee aka muuuloort

-eye-arggghh

-duu-yorhnggggg

we know it sounds pretty wierd.but try repeating the names.it make sense.haha.to sum it all up for today, its pretty gay.

im consumed by the word 'pretend'. everybody pretends. when we were young, we pretend to be little princesses, monsters or anything we can imagine. but what matters is that no one can run away from pretending. as for me, i believe that pretending for need is good.but what about hypocrites? they do these to cover up mistakes or side people whom they want trust from. well, whatever it is, i've been encoutering manymanymany pretends that are so obvious it seems that these charades seem so fake lately. anyway, i love yesterday's cupcake:) currently eating the pirated yuppi gummy burgers. im extroverted that mr maricar left me alone without bugging every moment i have sitting alone in the workshop.haha. ilztks:)-jodie

i woke up on my living room couch feeling absolutely great! yes. i know.i might sound pretty wierd but ironically it's true. the purpose for me sleeping overnight at the livingroom was due to the freaky incident last night in my room. i saw a horrendous monster. apperently, the monster is no where to be seen today.well, thats awesome.please, let the creature die in peace where i do not have a chance to see it suffer with the oh so powerful BAYGONE. next, i wore my contact lenses inside out. it was pretty uncomfortable where i come to the point of just shoving my filthy fingers into my eyes.i need to change the contact lenses.prolly today.ahh yes.i did some stuff to my dnt.it looks cool now:) haha. anyway,baby just got to know he had mother tongue prelims today yesterday.get what i mean? haha. i need some rest now. baby i love you so very much!-MACY

wly!OHH LIPAS OHH LIPAAAASSS!oh cockroach oh cockroach! geli lorh!

2008-07-25T22:28:00.002+08:00

and as i stared i counted,webs from all the spiders-blink 182

hello dear readers:)"thank god it's friday".that quote is simply true.we have the whole weekend to enjoy.or not? anyway, school was kinda fast today. changed the timetable again-.-".people just dont seem to make our lives easier.night self study ironically fun today.wole gratitude to AISHAH AND LEEYAN!

FAMISHED.yes i am.but there's this feeling that sets upon me which just makes me not want to move.it's called LAZY.i really despise the fact that i am hungry cause i would end up not finishing my meal.which kinda suck cause i waste food and thus money.anyway,met baby today.my "weather forecast" feelings just abruptly interupted my mind as soon as i saw dark coumolounibus forming which literally means it was going to rain.but no.someone kept insisting to go to PRP.haha.then it started drizzling.wow.2nd date and we ended up wet again.but it's cool.and yes we manage to "meet" some of his "mat rep friends" who were literally sang some dumb song that has the tune repeating over an over and over again.how cool.so baby,your promise is fullfiled :) you know i know. thanks for sending me too school and insisting that i should so for night self study.i was extremely reluctant.baby i love you.i really do.i miss you already.i really do hope we can meet tomorrow.p.s im not sombong-MACY!

today i learnt about the importance of religion. well, it happened during mother tongue lesson. cikgu latifah didnt come so a relief teacher relived the class. he told the class his experiences about ghosts. not only ghost stories but also his success stories. he made me realise the importance of faith. because part of success are contributed by our faith. how faithful i am to god and the dalily prayers have to be done so that i feel secured inside. so for those readers who feel lonely and feel like nobody's listening to you, say a little prayer and pour your heart. god, no matter what religion you are, is listening. and so, dont be afraid to step out of your shell. stand up for your rights and do what your heart desires. anyway, im bored out of my wits. i cant tell between elations and dejections now. i have to revamp myself this weekend.ilztks:)-jodie

wly! GIVE ME ONE GOOD REASON

2008-07-23T22:16:00.000+08:00

please dont go just yet-flyleaf

hello awesome readers:) wednesday literally suck but ironically today was pretty fun! today was the heats/finals for the field events. well, the guys was absolutely bumped after losing to the secondary three boys.haha.well ayeen did awesome! she managed to attain a bronze for long jump:) wooooooooo!we had poa night study today.45 minutes late wasnt that bad after all.haha.had dinner with the rest of the poa-ians. total havoc.thanks to aishah for her "hip hop dance".haha.she really did crack us up.and then we came to a point that we realise our school was invaded with eecky lizards.we left at 9pm and went home with ais, yeen and fadhil.then we realised that we have to buy stuff for our neneklove.

KU-NUR AMALINA BINTE KU-AZMAN.i miss you i swear!please do me a huge favour!SIT BESIDE ME IN CLASS!really.i need to speak to you laa babe.anyway, poa was really freaky. you know those bugs that are attracted to light? well yes those tiny monsters kept creeping me out in poa lesson.i was literally consume with the fact that i have phobia with insects.which you guys would probably know by now.and yes i was pretty famish today.i had fried rice for lunch(again) and double cheese burger meal which i manage to gobble all up.i know baby is overjoyed right now.haha.my boyfriend is a mat rep you see.and im pretty sure im a minah rep.we are gangsta.we are fly.oh yeaa mum called i miss her.baby have fun watching hard gay!hoooooooo!i love hariz-MACY!

i woke up this morning with the slightest feeling of dejection. so i texted the only person i know that makes me invirogate, zen:) the bane of my misery is due to the fact that its wednesday. i hate wednesdays. and mondays. haha. anyway, congrats to yeen for getting 3rd place for long-jump! i love you babe:) haha. i had a great time having dinner with the poa-ians although ais, yeen, macy and i were outcasts. well, the journey to the end of the 'dnt' road is ending. now, i crave for ben & jerry's chocolate chip cookie dough. gaaaaahhssss. ilztks:) -jodie

wly!WE MAKE THE SAME MISTAKES, I'LL TAKE THE FALL FOR YOU

2008-07-22T21:32:00.000+08:00

just some random pics

i cant force this eyes to see the end-paramore

hello deardear readers:) today is tuesday.lessons over-filled with pure boredom.to make matters worst, we were exhausted the day after training and simply just feel like dozing off. limbs feeling so cramp. we need a massage.ASAP. good news! maybe not to you readers.but its good news to us:) we finished our dnt artefact! at last after weeks and weeks of sacrifice we did have gained a sense of accomplishment and relief.knowing the fact that on thursday we dont need to do any of those crap anymore.it's worth while:)

i spent THREE HOURS to figure out the complicated electronic system all by myself. no doubt that teachers are not a great help when it comes to dnt. is it part of independent learning or am i sensing that the dnt teachers in siglap sec suck? im sure you readers are shocked that i manage to finish up by myself. dont worry, you're not alone. i am shock myself. well, what really drive me to finish up my artefact was the fact that i didnt want to stayback any longer. the constant shouting from mr maricar from the other end of the room just to get my attention really brings me to the brim of losing myself. mr maricar was like "thats my girl" when i said i've finished.i turned to MACY-ee and showed the'wtf did he just said' face.haha.i remember the day before when i talked to MACY-ee that im going to be dead cause i have no time to solder the circuit board. ironically, its done! yay! okay enough of my overflowing joy about that stupid dnt thing.moving on to the other part of my life. zen, i know you were being honest. and to tell you the truth, i dont mind it at all. as long you keep to your promise. i love zen tan kok siang the way he is no matter what:) ohh yea, boo dont worry about me. im going to eat like you.my nasi-padang monster:)-jodie

yesyes i've completed my gruelling, most annoying piece of crap that i've ever work on.my artefact:) a whole big gratitude to baby who constantly kept reminding and motivating me to finish up my artefact.and see,i've done it:) if it wasnt because of him and his pep talk, i wouldnt even had bothered to stayback and even do anything.although my artefact doesnt turn out like how i wanted it to be(cause of alot of measurement mistakes tsk -.-") it still looked pretty cool to me.now its safe at the dnt store.so long artefact.i dont evereverever want to see you again:) HARIZ WONG YUN FENG i miss you baby.really.friday okay?saturday if you can make it okay?ilysvm baby:) my legs are suffering hell right now.really it's aching.irony to the latter,i did do my warming up yesterday.woohoo atlast i ate dinner-MACY!

wly!BLOOD BLOOD GALLONS OF THE STUFF

2008-07-19T23:13:00.000+08:00

jodie and kuu sayang

take 1

take 2

oh no, once again-avenged sevenfold

hello readers:) today is the carnival. one word to describe it, well an expression actually "GAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHSSSSSSS". it sucked. our high hopes and expectations went down the drain as soon as we saw the booth.its so fucking boring. the performances sucked big time. its more noise than music when one of the bands played. well, it was not lively at all. we really pity the senior citizens who had to bear the loud music. maybe that was the reason why it rained damn heavily.

the carnival practically sucked.i had an impression that the carnival would be awesome, but just as my gfs,GAB! and i walked in,it was plain boredom.the stalls sucked,the performances sucked,the event sucked big time.probably wasted my life there.after all those shitty conditions, i went to meet babylove at downtown.and the story goes on(: I LOVE HARIZ WONG YUN FENG ALOTALOT<3 -MACY!

never was i put down to the extreme to something i woke up and felt excited about. i hate that carnival. it went well at first. manage to walk around. but the loud music from the band just annoyed me to the extent that i felt like losing myself. and then it rained. heavily. i felt as if my day was being washed away with the rainwater. seeping through the fragments of sediments and result as groundwater. literally. well there was slight misunderstandings. but my babygirls never put me down. i had a great time with them. i saw ika earlier in the day. one word, 'pathetic'. okay, ILZTKS:)-jodie

wly! PLEASE DONT WORRY 'BOUT ME IM FINE

2008-07-18T15:32:00.000+08:00

RHD PICS BELOW:

randomrandomrandom

jodie.edited.

ais and macy giggling(credits to leeyan!)

goldiegold

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i know i look super gay.

jeffri the kacau-ing partner of macy

go clockwise:syazni,dzulfiqar,eza,tina,tiqah,sal(macy's ex haha!),macy and icy ais!

ais leeyan macy-EE!

scarrrrrrrrryyy

ais muke steam huahuahua

in the midst of geography lesson.

daphne macy christine

haha them

again

yg penting kat tengah tk perlu -.-"

you leave me brrrreeaattthhhhlesssss-shayne ward

hello readers:) today is RHD celebration in school. we decided to wear our last years cheongsam. so the whole day was filled with camwhoing.those pictures we posted are only some of them beacause the rest are with our friends. so phase two of uploading pictures would be in the next post. sorry to our baby girls that we didnt meet you girls at ayeen's house.thats because we had to lend christine and daphne our kebaya. they look awesome:)

highlights for today:
- mr sayadi waved haha
- camwhoring
- syahrul woo!
- bakar's pants.haha
- salihin haha!

after not doing my self reflections for two posts, i reallyreally miss it a lot. well, i was busy talking to zen on the phone last night. he's such a sweetheart:) anyway, i've got tons of pictures of today's RHD. but everything is with my baby girls. this year's RHD was alright for me. nothing really interesting. but for the fact that ika stared at me, it really got into my nerves. ika, you've got a problem come and say it to my face. its just so sick to look at her. i am suppose to go for dnt 2 hours ago. but my sub-concious mind tell me not to. so i'll just go for the night-class tonight. zen, thanks for the time last night:)-jodie

today practically sucks because of studies.apperantly nobody feels like studying today.everybody were busy camwhoring haha.i was one of them.i was enlightened when mr chow said there was no firedrill today.yet i was still bumped because i was one of the only few who wore school shoe.anyway tomorrow is a big day!woohoo!yesyes firstly it's the collaboration carnival from mjc,pasir ris rc and sss (:secondly im meeting baby :D i bet tomorrow is gonna be awesome.much love-MACY!

wly!GIVE IT TO ME GIVE IT TO ME GIVE IT TO ME

2008-07-17T22:06:00.000+08:00

she got the curse of curves-cute is what we aim for

hello awesome readers.a couple of things happened this week.what's most important is that we've learnt to value people.we'll get back to that later.anyway,Racial Harmony Day is tomorrow.we are sooo not looking forward to this day.well,the reasons are: first,we have to report to school using SCHOOL SHOES,second,there's dnt after school and thirdly,there is no point of coming to school cause we dont look forward to it and last FIRE DRILL!how cool.you see,school is suckish.

im attached to mybabylove WONG YUN FENG(hariz) on 150708 :) baby ilysvm!
i've told wan about baby.well i want to dedicate the song broken wings from flyleaf to him(the song you guys are listening to).wan,thank for being there for me whenever i need you.you mean the whole world to me.you have been my partner in crime,my butt kicking friend,my companion,my guiding light and my laughing gas.if it wasnt because of you,i am not what i am today.you have made me a stronger person and you definitely impacted my life alot.i never came to a point to see that our friendship will end just yet.thank you for being such a friend to me.for now,i pray for your health,safety and well-being.please note all my pep talks.it helps.take care best friend:)-MACY!

im busy talking with zen:) on the phone.reflections next post okay readers?-jodie

wly!DARKBLUE

2008-07-15T21:56:00.000+08:00

is it you?is it you?-cassie

hello readers:) today is our o level malay listening comprehension. it was super confusing and extremely draggy. what was worse was the cold weather combine with the feeling of nervousness, you just have to pee.haha.c'mon dont deny.a couple song came blasting through the radio.songs like take a bow and 11 JANUARI! haha we manage exchange grins.mum's going to abu dhabi[again] tomorrow. we miss her already.it's kinda sad that she have to leave yet again.please come back ASAP! ok so the is it you song is like on repeat in our mind thanks to AYEEN.she came by our place because she forgotten to bring her house keys.gundu kan.haha!maybe she repeated the song about 5 times and its stuck in our head.it's depressing.

TO AYEEN:HAHA MR SPAKO OR WHAT.WHAT'S WITH MR SIAAAAAAA.EH YOUR WALLET WITH ME!AND WHAT'S WITH ME CAPS-LOCK-ING??

wow.life really is going on so quickly.well, zen texted me last night.i swear i was shocked.anyway, last night i cant sleep.so i took the time to reflect about things that are going on around me. whatever it is, i did cry. zen is the most cutest-charming little cupcake.thx for the little sweet compliments darl:)-jodie

PORK.im tired.i dont want to go to school tomorrow.i want to deprive myself from all those hectic schedules in school and have time for myself.really.first lesson is english.there are a couple test coming up.then wan is mad at me.idk.it's particularly not my fault at all.oh ego.im pissed.futhermore, it just seem that we dont really get along together.well friend,just try be a little more mature.anyway, i sent the picture above to hariz.was force to actually.i look gay.i know.somehow, i really miss going outing with dad for photgraphy lessons.yadayada.ayeen came by our place and i told her about faizal.yes SPAKO.haha.i came to realize how lame we were.and wow thanks faizal for the negative comments.haha!i like WONG YUN FENG.is it you? is it you?bye-MACY!

wly!OHYOUDONTNEEDNOTHINGATALL

2008-07-13T23:22:00.001+08:00

im gazing on eternity-flyleaf

hello beloved readers :) oh what a day. had maths tuition in the afternoon then had family dinner at changi airport. it was awesome. abang in treated the whole family at fish & co. its such a fishy-experience. haha.lmao.yayaya anyway we had the new york fish and chips.it pushed us to the brim of barfing. cause its just too urgh-ky.ya just get what we laa.the chowder thingy was dope.haha!had a good laugh over tiny things yet again. thats because kak diana was there to lighten up the atmosphere.ohh abang an bought a new pair of shoe. its so FLY.

AHH YESS.im freaking full.somebody forced me to eat the new york fish and chips(reffering to hariz) and i didnt manage to finish it.waste food kan.it's not that the food was not nice.it is nice but i aint feelin' it yaww.haha.somebody also made a confession sehh.wahwahwah.okay i'm bloated.i need a rest.goodnight:)-MACY!

im lazy to type.haha.-jodie

ok done.we'll update as soon as possible:)

wly! LONG ROAD TO RUIN

2008-07-12T15:29:00.001+08:00

SHANE FROM ALESANA-BASSISTS

SHAWN FROM ALESANA-VOCALIST

alesana:)

thank you for being such a friend to me-flyleaf

hello readers:) hot aren't they?yes reffering to alesana.so anyway, today is our english prelim orals. the convesation was an easy task. but, like any human beings, we do stumble on the words.the occasional umm-s and uhh-s.we all will never run away from those. on top of that, parents are being well, parents. the never ending nagging and public humiliation. we're pissed because we were forced to have lunch with them. us being us, of course we were lazy and didnt want to go. but after much "war of words", we did follow them. so you know we were really reluctant to go so dad was kinda pissed with us. he got angry and now, its as if we are at fault for making his day bad. it's just that we dont see the respect we deserve from him you see. we're tired because of yesterday's night-study, then had to wake up fucking early for the orals. so why cant he understand?besides it's weekend.why must he be all ego and go blow at minor things like having lunch-out.we just dont get the gist.anyway, we're reallyreally pissed right now so please mind if the post is short.

overall,today we learnt how to deal with PATIENCE.by being patient everything will not really go as planned but you will at least see the positive impact behind it. its time we pause and see the world go on around us once in a while.by doing so,we do observe that some people are different in many ways.other times we may not like how the person is.so thats where patience comes in.except the fact that hey this person also do have feelings and we therefore respect them.

wly! IM SO SICK

2008-07-10T18:01:00.000+08:00

dear god-avenge sevenfold

hello dear readers :) oh well some of you guys may have watch anugerah band yesterday and yes RANCOUR WON!it was least expected because we supported x-tech.but they seem a little too "safe". romey is fucking hot. no, he's gorgeous.ahh heavenly. so today was another epidome.not much going on.this saturday is our english prelims.like wow.and we unfatefully got ms ng as our examiner.oh good luck. so today had english consultation. 1hr40mins of pure silence is great once in a while. well, our dnt artefact arent doing great right now. this means, STAYBACK for dnt tomorrow.

im fucking pissed yet again.but not because of the same purpose though.i've once felt that hey at last my artefact(dnt) was oh so going well.the downside is that some freaking nigga came meddling with it and there it goes down the freaking drain.i mean its not all that thrashy but it is the main function that is not working .my work was about 65% done and now its 45% done.hell yes im ought to be pissed.i despise dnt.really.i swear.i want to filtrate all my thought of dnt out of my head.besides artefact is 30 marks only.anyway,remeber chico? he recently viewed me in friendster.like woah it's been donkey years since ive heard from him.i thought he vanished.nontheless my sub-concious mind took control of me and started typing down a comment for him.but listen,his second picture the one with nike logo is awesomely HOT!gosh i miss him laa kay.-MACY!

i woke up this morning thinking about what lies ahead of me. i am so caught up with school that i barely have time for myself. the constant activity keeps me away from my thoughts. i need the time to digest everything thats going on around me. but time can't just stop for me right? if only i can pause time and just kick back, relax and let myself be consumed with my thoughts. i feel like other people's thoughts or opinions are much more important. sometimes i do ask myself, when do i ever get to listen to my own opinion? and yet again i'll jump into conclusion that its okay, there is time. i dont want to overlook and think that everything's going to be fine. but sometimes i just have to. if you are reading and find yourself doubtful of what i've just said, its okay. thats what im feeling right now. okay im done with my reflection. ohh yes, i love david and romey:)-jodie

wly! IM SO OVER BEING BLUE

2008-07-08T21:18:00.000+08:00

i cant seem to believe that you ever cared for me-alesana

why did i post david's picture? let me tell you why.today is the best day of my life.there's no word that can descibe my feeling.i am going to wear braces on 26 december.& i can't wait.guess what? i was in the train and guess who i saw? no, not david. but a guy that has similar features as david. i swear i was stunned as i examined every detail of his face.it felt like the world stopped moving as soon as i saw him.omg.its freaking similar except that the guy has a darker complexion. hold on, give me a moment. i need to breath............
can you believe it? i cant believe it myself. i dont care if i was caught staring at him adoringly.i dont care if he noticed me staring at him. i tried to gather myself. he stopped at tanah merah. if mum wasnt there, i think i would have followed him. dont get me wrong my beloved readers, im not a fanatic, but i've been having a crush on david since 4 years ago. haha. i wonder how i would react if i bumped onto the real david someday.ohh yes, my dentist is a guy:(
i cannot stop smiling:)) -jodie

well my day on the other hand turned out like another epidome.yes but no.no because i mistakenly wore jodie's school uniform.oh bitch.shahid was like "eh wani your paper" i was like "please laa im not wani." den he said "your name tag".oh guess what i saw ZATI IWANI.how cool.i told kuuLOVE about it.i felt uncomfortable the whole freaking day.maths consultation was another part of my detestation today.and then came home still having the ache on my feet thanks to the heels the other day.and then the thought of sexylove kept appearing in my mind.and the song kidnap my heart is on repeat in my goddamn mind.oh i feel suckish.NE-YO! ahh i love him (; haaaaaiiiyaaaaaaa.i miss muhammad rizal bin yahya siaaaaaa.oh yes.-MACY!

wlyTHE BAKERY

2008-07-06T23:28:00.000+08:00

as they build their dreams on my shattered hopes, i look back on, a day once loved-alesana

hello readers:) today was fun. we had our maths tuition and then went to have dinner at parkway parade with parents, abg an and kak nana:)) had a good laugh everytime we hang out with them. abg an showed us the "sudden itch on a straight face and scratching it off" act.H I L A R I O U S ! well if you dont understand what we're talking about, maybe we'll video tape it sometime. specially for you guys.

tomorrow is a school holiday and we're going east coast for some family gathering. we'll upload the pictures if there is any.haha.it's been years since we've been at east coast.cant wait to go tomorrow.we especially miss riding a bicycle.and then cycle to bedok jetty.gawd.memories.

theres one special thing that im excited about for tomorrow.well, mum's gonna register me for braces:) anyway, im still having a dilemma of what i should wear for tomorrow. i cant make up my mind. ohh yes, watch discovery channel tomorrow theres a story about a 15 year old geisha. too bad im not gonna watch it because of the family gathering. if anyone of you readers watch it, please tell me. thanks:) and so, im doing great without khairul. eventhough im still missing his presence but i'll remind myself i dont need a man to make things happen for me. im young and independent. the perfect guy would show up one day.-jodie

AMBIGIUOS.yes i still am.i hate this feeling.it's sickening.but at least my doubtfulness is enlightened when wan's around.i'm really sorry for making you all worried.im sorry for throwing my tentrums at you .im really sorry for being such a fucking bitch yesterday.i was just insecured you see.but thanks alot for staying beside me and making sure that i was okay.you know, at least there is someone like you who do takes concern about other people.and i really appreciate it alot.thanks love.anyway,my foot is aching thanks to wearing heels for yest's wedding.shit.like it's not swollen but just painful.get what i mean.anyway i just hope im not an emotional wreck again tomorrow.i really do hope the beach would take my feeling of ambigious inside me far away into the sea.and yes my wish is to see sexylove there :)-MACY!

wly! THE KIDS ALL LAUGH AS IF THEY PLANNED IT

2008-07-03T16:48:00.000+08:00

JODIE

MACY

this world's an ugly place but you're so beautiful to me-blink 182

hello readers ;) at last the pics can be uploaded:) yay for blogger! anyway, we just arrived home from school. its been very very very busy. we swear we love the maths consultation on tuesday. it was awesome especially when you can ask questions personally to a teacher. and then there was the humanities consultation. thats not as productive because its too noisy.havoc.anyway, today was rather boring.ais left for poa.good luck for the quiz poa-ians! there was english test and it was an average.

mom's out to jb.booo.

PLEASE REFER TO THE PICTURE ABOVE.yes mysexylove gave that lollipop. 130608:) listen. i know everything has an ending. i know that. but it seems so wrong. im not being pessimistic here but i just had the feeling of insecurity yet again because it seems that sexylove is actually drifting further away every nano second. it's true that i do not have the initiative to know about his well-being, but i realise that he was doing the same to me too.fcux.im feeling shitified right now really.i've talk to wan about it.he said maybe his already att.haha.impossible laa kay.he would have probably told me first.does he need space?but im not that bicthy bitch that i bug people off.my assumption.wan told me to ask about his well being.my doofus sub-concious mind just wouldnt want to do so.bitch.well,dear friend, i miss you to the fcuxking core.i love you so very much i swear.and sorry wan for being such a bitch to you.thanks for the help.you're awesome.ily! okay.tc hunn-MACY

i have to endure another 4 months and 10 days until hell ends. ohh yes. toothfairy havent been texting me lately. but i dont really care. i dont have much time for texts anyway. okay so had a chat with yul just now. ohh yes! she actually came down to school yesterday:) i was so happy to see her! ok done. i've got nothing else to say.-jodie

stop spamming okay.thanks:)

wly!WE SAY TO THOSE WHO ARE IN LOVE IT CANT BE TRUE 'CAUSE WE'RE TOO YOUNG

2008-06-30T17:39:00.000+08:00

early in the morning. wake up on brand new sky-the early november

hello readers:)) lifes been such a total whirl pool. so many things happening at once. but it's kinda cool you see. anyway, today's the day. we had MOTHER TONGUE O LEVEL ORAL EXAMINATION. we swear it was pressurising.but hey, pressure turns carbon into DIAMOND! yes and the topic was awfully awkward.FOOD. turned out, all our hard work of memorising the "peribahasa" were all gone to waste. we love NASI PADANG. haha. it was a coincidence or we call it "the twin thing".apperently we talked about the same food.haha. thank god its all done now. next up is english orals. gonna do our best for it.its the language we use the most so, theres no problem.

i've just joined a new gossip team. well, i was online waiting for fun people to go online until yul started a convo with me. yes, i was suprised because i NEVER talk to her. she was awesome. i didnt know she hated the same person i hated.its a sec one girl.anyway, it felt so good to let out my despise about that girl. now i have the slightest guilt of talking bad stuff about yul last year. shes the 2nd best gossiper after macy. haha. anyway, the oral exam was alright for me. no mistakes except for the long pause to find the word that has the same meaning as ingredient in malay. my hands were out of control when i started to talk. at least i manage to end the exam. one word to describe today, AWESOME:))-jodie

RELIEVED yes i am.oral is over.the exam was quite awkward to me because of the topic.1st,the passage was about ''AISKRIM" gayshit.and then the topic is about food.but it was do-able.i did well for reading i must say.haha.yes its self motivation:) coversation was haha well kinda okay. banquet came into my mind. haha.im done tc hunn:)-MACY

wly!IM OUTTA CONTROL OUTTA CONTROL OUTTA CONTTRRROOOOOLL!

2008-06-27T14:41:00.000+08:00

fate fell short this time smile fades in the summer-blink 182

hello readers:) we can only update once or twice a week because of our busy schedule. theres so many things to share and the main thing is, OUR MUM IS BACK! yay! it's awesome having her back! she did all the clean up in the house and it seem pretty clean haha :)

we bought another dress at bugis st costing 12 bucks each. it was funny that we had to rush all the way through the tiny walkway. we spent 20 mins in there. fast right? thats what we call , "speed shopping". bought mimi a new collar as mimi's current one was destroyed.literally. that collar cost much expensive than our new dress. how much is mimi's collar? $16.90 -.-"

so we've been busy studying and going through consultation after consultation. cant even catch up with our favourite shows. we miss deadliest catch. for your info, deadliest catch season 4 is coming up! ITS A MUST WATCH! but boooo to school. so anyway, our malay o level orals is like next monday.bleargh.damn.sickening.

so today, the usual lessons. ayeen and ais came to our house to rest and chat. mimi was being an idiot. as usual. now we know why people use the term "scared-ty-cat".its because of mimi.haha.toot.

to our avid readers, we've changed our hp no. do ask at msn.thx:))

wly!THE THIRD TEMPTATION OF PARIS

2008-06-21T16:13:00.000+08:00

the inside lingo had me at hello-the curse of curves

hello readers:)) its been a while since we updated. thats because we are exhausted with all the activites. we had camp from 18-20 june and it was the most boring camp we ever had. although the farewell party was awesome, the atmosphere was different without rahidah, arina and ling yee. there were 8 candles but only five of us blew it out. ms fong and mrs ng reminisce about our secondary 1 days and the pain we had to go through all these years. yeah, we did worked our butts off to achieve gold award for 2 consecutive years. ohh well, now we stepped down from girl guides, its one less burden. but the juniors from sec 2 and 3 are truly missed. we love you girls:))

mann.we had a hell of a time.1st day was a pain-in-the-ass because we had to pitch 2 canvas tents and 3 "pop-up" tents.then we had lunch ahh the normal field cooking.ate maggi.sickening.then kim's game and some obstacle thing then footdrills.we were oh!-so excited that we are going to have atleast a night under the tent with the seniors but SHIT mrs ng instructed us to sleep in the classroom yess.bitch.haha.2nd day was outdoor cooking.bleargh.but for the 1st time in our guiding lives our fire didnt blew off!ate those darling chicken and homemade pizza.dove is the best patrol:) haha.then blahblahblah farewell party was emotional really.haha jodie was 1st to cry.mann if only the other seniors were there.damn.then chocolate came came smearing on our delicate faces.like wow thanks.then came the game.we had to be blind fold.and guess what?they had us touch a freaking snail.wahseii thanks alot.but atleast it's not butterflies nor moths.haha.third day was shitified.done:)

kinda restless now.so we are not gonna post both our opinions today.take care orang-orang.peace

wly!CRAZYBITCH

2008-06-13T17:29:00.000+08:00

flight of broken wings-eyes set to kill

hello:) another day of boredom.damn homeworks.damn school.damn exams.gaaaahsss.okay so today is like any normal day.boredom.loud.hilarious.

so, we have nothing much to say today. because we have nothing interesting to talk about. but one things for sure, tomorrow we're probably changing our handphone number. hell yeah! no more khalid baby! yess ahh! and no more silent idiot! yay!

SUCKING TO HARD ON THE LOLLIPOP.well i cant even suck the lollipop cause it's 14cm by 11 cm.beat that people.so yes i met mysexylove today.haha.we met under my block then he passed me this heavy bag of lollipop.gawd i simply laughed my arse off.it weigh 180g.how cool.so then we went wp to grab some milk tea and then hantar-ed him to the bus stop cause he need to go to work at HANG TEN.baek ah.i was like "u, besar seh(giggles)" den he was like "tk nk kasi i uhh" if only i could upload the pic and show you guys the lollipop.but yaa i truly miss him.anyway he tip toed all the way to the bubble tea shop beside me.haha cause he is slightly shorter than me.hilarious guy.okay so nothing much then.kay tc sweethearts:)- MACY

i failed driving test today.im demoralised.abang in allowed me to play the driving game.and i sucked at it.so mcuh for being the daughter of a driving instructor.im sorry dad.i cant drive:(.anyway, today is surprising cause isk2 went online.i miss him alot.mrs ng called to inform me about some CCA meeting.i cant believe she still wants me to come for any meetings.gawd im pissed.anyway, i had to spread the message to the guides in singapore.im still laughing at that huge lollipop macy got for at least 1 hr now.one more thing, mimi is upset at me.i wonder why.

when you don't fit in,
you become superhuman.
you can feel everyone else's eyes on you,
stuck like velcro.
you can hear a whisper about you from a mile away.
you can disappear,
even when it looks like your still standing right there.
you can scream,
and nobody hears a sound.
you become the mutant who fell into the vat of acid,
the joker who can't remove his mask,
the bionic man who's missing all his limbs and none of his heart.
you are the thing that used to be normal,
but that was so long ago,
you can't even remember what it was like.

okay done:)-jodie

wly!LOOK WHAT YOU'VE DONE

2008-06-12T15:57:00.000+08:00

darling dont lie to me-eyes set to kill

hello readers:)) we cannot upload pictures yet because blogger just wont seem to co-operate with us..but it's okay..so nothing much happen today..again,we were stuck up at home but this time we did study..we did maths assignment on algebra..we were suppose to do english which we didnt even take the initiative to do let alone read all those long paragraphs of words that make no sense..but hey, atleast we did something beneficial..

we are really bored stuck up at home..and even if we want to go out, questions like:
go out with who?
what are we gonna do?
where to head?
blablabla..

it's not that we dont have anyone or anywhere to go to/with...it's just that we plan everything first hand before we go out..and there must be a reason..talking about going out, we have yet to go to mind cafe with abang an and kak nana..this coming weekends please:) anyway, we want to watch kung fu panda..heard the movie was good..turn off: no cash hunny..we havent start on our shopping spree..it has to be postponed to the 230608 which probably is a bad day cause school reopens already and there is room to only maybe 4 days to mother tongue o level orals..

nice..my prepaid is low again..daaaanngg..i feel suckish now that i have to save 28 bucks just to top up again..i have yet to reply sexylove cause my sub-concious mind refrain me from texting him and i dont know why..maybe im being too self-fish that i only replied sexylove whereas just leaving wan worried all about me..i feel kinda bad but hey, it just seems to me that sexylove is my 1st priority..or i maybe wrong..maybe sexylove was so decieving now knowing the fact that i had him now and knowing that i cant afford to lose him again,i may be biase towards wan and he dont even know..like wow.. anyway, im meeting sexylove tomorrow to get my BIG LOLLIPOP he promised haha..i know random but hey atleast i get to meet him again:) i bet im gonna be in a huge neurosis situation tomorrow..haha..i hope not..okay then sweethearts tc -MACY

i've been to bothered about my thoughts on khairul that i merely forgot about one true friend, fouad my toothfairy..he texted me last night..its as if he heard me from within..its nice to know he's there to comfort me..anyway, i have the urge to go shopping..i really need the boho skirt, the awesome tote bag, the cute dress and so much more..my wishlist never ends..

whether or not you believe in FATE comes down to one thing:
who you blame when something goes wrong.
do you think its your fault-that if you'd tried better,
or worked harder,
it wouldn't have happened?
or do you just chalk it up to circumstance?
i know people who'll hear about the people who died,
and will say its god's will.
i know people who'll say it was bad luck.
and then there's my personal favourite:
they were just in the wrong place at the wrong time

and so, im currently reading nineteen minutes..its an awesome book..ok im done for now:))-jodie

wly!EVERY INCH OF ME IS BRUISED :(

2008-06-11T16:36:00.000+08:00

the only eyes you look into are those in your reflection-alesana

hello there dear readers :) we are stuck up at home doing nothing but this..feeling so bored and restless..so today dad woke us up..as usual macy would be the one to wake up to save both our skins..jodie as usual lazy lazy lazy..gaaahhsss..so we watched tv while having breakfast..then read books and listen to songs..then continue to watch tv and eat grapes..now, we are blogging..so thats basically what we did..

so now our mini conflict is fading away since all of us are happy with our own lives..its good because we really depise all these conflicts and really hate to be in one..why? because it wont solve any matter..so now, no more conflicts, time to use the time left to focus on things that really matters: STUDIES.. so much for that really..we have all the time in the world but everytime our hearts seem to budge us to study, our sub-concious mind just took over and put all those thoughts aside..

okay so i've been doing alot of thinking about khairul and have decided by 290608 if he still remains silent, i'll leave him..so im counting down the days..i guess you think im a retard, but thats my plan..i just miss those days when i receive a good morning text every time i start my day and a good night everytime i end my day..i wonder how it feels because i simply lost that feeling of care..haha..i must be crazy..but a simple gesture would go a long way..but i try to be strong..i know im too young to fall in love..

nobody wants to admit to this,
but bad things will keep on happening.
maybe that's because its a chain,
and a long time ago someone did the first bad thing,
and that led someone else to do another bad thing and so on.
you know,
like that game where you whisper a sentence into someone's ear,
and that person whispers it to someone else,
and it comes out wrong in the end.
but then again,
maybe bad things happen because its the only way we can keep remembering what good is supposed to look like.

im done for now-jodie

i had a little moment where i reminisced about good things in life.thus i would like to write a gratitude note to fareez ( oh fafa mybabylove) so here it goes:

oh fafa, i swear i miss you.it's been quite awhile since i've heard from you.eventhough we may be losing contact, i want to thank you for touching my heart.i used to be crazy over you i swear.whenever i see your picture in my phone you just make me go LALA:)baby, i will never forget those cute little text you will send and the calls you will make to say sorry for not replying. it makes my heart warm just knowing that you cared for me.and yes the nickname you gave me, nana, will stay by me no matter what.well just so you know that you are the only person that call me that :) although we didnt really get to know each other very well, just knowing your presence in my life was suffice.though, i have always wish to have known you even more.babylove you are the best.well, go pursuit your model career in the future. i hope to see you on the topman walls in the nearest outlet haha.p.s just work on those pacs okay:) by the way, i still have your voice recordings.tc love

kay done.i love mysexylove:)-MACY

wly!BABY JUST CLOSE YOUR EYES AND DREAM

2008-06-09T23:38:00.000+08:00

liar in the glass-eyes set to kill

hello readers:)) yes its been a while since we've updated and posted pictures..finally had the time and urge to update the blog today..the pictures above were taken on 310508..blogger finally gave up and yes colourful colours is BACK yaww..these past few days has been a total whirl pool for us because of the tight schedule..we have to do so many things at so little time..this time constraint really is a burden..anyway, our brother is leaving us tomorrow for his NATIONAL SLAVERY..(lmao but that was what he claimed)..we are going to miss him alot although he is going to be present every weekends..haha lets see the new hair cut tomorrow:))

one more person we are currently missing..our MUM! shes coming back soon and its great:))

anyway, today was plain boring..PASAI..we came for poa lesson an hour early..haha atleast we were not alone:) so vinkie,nic,sherman and us went to mcd to have breakfast..kecoh pork siaa they all..so after watching nic and vinkie gobble up their food we headed back to school..had our lessons and went home..didnt go for dnt..reason? LAZY, INACTIVE, INDOLENT, INERT, SLACK, SLOTHFUL, SLUGGISH,SUPPINE,TORPID..

time to break up..where's your son? hurts to break up but i still want to..i've had enough of the awkward silence..im pissed of with not only him, but myself..why? because im too patient about things like relationships..to those who are in love, just face the truth we are too young.. i know thats true because so long i was in love with him so i thought..khairul, its time..anyway, i have nothing much to write so i have something to say:

i think a person's life is supposed to be like a dvd.

you can see the version everyone else sees,

or you can choose the director's cut-the way he wanted you to see it,

before everything else got in the way.

there are menus,

probably,

so that you can start at the good spots and not have to relive the bad ones.

you can measure your life by the number of scenes you've survived,

or the minutes you've been stuck there.

probably,

though,

life is more like one of those dumb vidoe surveillance tapes.

grainy,

no matter how hard you stare at it.

and looped..

the same thing,

over and over

-jodi picoult

ok im done for now..f.y.i the picture of my brother is taken by me:)) haha tangkap credits..-jodie

LEXICON means dictionary..haha kay random..myonlywan yes imy bi:) damn today was awfully boring..mann poa was such a painstaking lesson..cant bear to futher my studies about business..i'll prolly die of insuffient space of memories for numerical digits and values..but i want to send my greatest gratitude to mysexylove for making my day:) so very nice of you..had a good time speaking bahasa baku with you haha! and yes thanks for making me feel better..i love you for that:) and to jodieboo..hey no matter what i love you..i'm always there to support you and give the very best for you..besides this is the last year we're gonna spend time together:) you're so true, we are too young..lets put our goals and studies as our priority cause this will determine our future..idk for what reason but yes im proud of you! anyway, khalid called me yesterday..pork kan i noe..he got cd for ns same lyk my bro..fdhsligdfks..whatever mann you're just fucking desperate fagg that needs to get a life but do not wish to own one cause you're simply useless haha..puas hati aku..and yaa sorry for my harsh words that might offend you yesterday i bet you know what's the purpose:) kay mwahs-MACY:))

ok we're done for now..we want to tidur:))

wly!GOODNIGHT GOODBYE FOR GOOD!

2008-06-03T18:30:00.000+08:00

dont look back in anger i heard you say-jet

hello readers:)) the colour cannot be changed..so no colourful colours..anyway, school's been a pain in the ass because of dnt..gawd..knowing the fact that we have to complete our artefact by the end on june is impossible..there are still kazillion things to do and we just dont feel like doing it..plus with the hot,dusty,noisy environment..oh no way we're opting for engineering in the future..and although we sense that mr maricar is trying to help, he just seem to be the last person we would approach..why? we are not sure about that..anyway, had english mock test for paper 2..it was an average for us cause we did the passage last year..summary was a breeze for us..

'dollarbillion' fell sick when she saw us appear out of no-where..she's just plainly acting sick cause she looked okay..but what do we care right?

there are a few people that exsist in this world who dont treasure time..when there's free time, they would use it to annoy other people..what great benefit do you get? there's this particular person that doesnt even knows us and said that our term "TWINS" is fake..wow! thats a first time..maybe you should introduce yourself and get to know us better before you start spitting out words thats just plain useless..we're not sure who you are, but you are one timid person..please use the extra time you have to do something beneficial..because you know you dont have much will..you are such a big time loser you see..

anyways guys, just so you know that people nowadays are plainly dumb and self centered..so be prepared to face these people.just take note that these people doesnt deserve your awesome time.. you got the rest of your life without them:))

to farah: we arent minahs okay? we've never seen you before and you dont even know us..so why bother even tagging at ais's blog? are you that childish to waste your time annoying people? maybe you just need that time to reflect on yourself..are you that perfect? besides, you have 2 genders..so that isnt perfect..go for a surgery and remove those balls if you are afraid to show your face:))anyway, please take note that we are IDENTICAL TWINS so dont claim that we are not okay..GO FUCK YOURSELF! why are you so bothered about our nick anyway? are you suffering from OCB? or maybe your just plain dumb..haha no life sore loser..

oh SAYYAAANNG..i miss my time posting..there's so much things going on..maaaannn especially my social life..totally crazy topsy turvy..it isnt that all suckish tho:)) anyway, todays mock test was surprising..really..the paper was given last year for practice haha..should have read all the answers right..yaa anyway i was kinda pissed today because of dnt..pork..maricar aint in a good mood yaww..whatever laa kay..my artefact is bullshit:)I MISS KUU.. haha really..my partner in class..i miss those lame jokes and motivational notes we used to exchange..I LOVE MYSEXYLOVE..yes i really do..haha fin was surprised when i told her we contact each other back..cause my obsession wont let me leave you see:)) i miss wan too:))aidil hunn, my choco cake horr-MACY:))

wow macy misses alot of people..well me? not really..i dont have that much people to miss..toothfairy texted me last night..its nice to know hows his life and catch up with stuff..but had to end the conversation cause pak itam wanted to text macy..so yarr..mr maricar's mood swayed alot today..he was nice to me at first, but then he unleashed the monster in him..he scolded ais,macy and me for taking a 1hr break..haha..its because we were busy watching 'dollarbillion's charade..haha..i havent heard from khairul for a very very very long time..well my patience will run out soon..yesterday's my 3rd month..how great right? maybe its time for me to move on..goodbye to you? i guess-jodie

well we'll update soon:))

wly!ALLOFTHESTARSHAVEFADEDAWAY.JUSTTRYNOTTOWORRYYOU'LLSEETHEMSOMEDAY.

2008-06-02T17:10:00.000+08:00

this awkward silence makes me crazy-blink 182

hello dear readers:)) yess is been quite awhile since we've updated..well it's simply because we are busy with school and catch up with our social life..so there is a conflict going around..tell you what, lets talk about it:))

she's been jodie's friend for 4 years now and macy's friend for 3 years..it seems like every year there are conflicts and it always involves her..the usual reason for these conflicts are because of guys or so called feeling left out..just a question to you "have you ever spare a thought for others?" oh well maybe your just being self centred..remember secondary 3? like wow, we barely even talk..did we ever complain or cry for pity? no..although we felt like the outcast among the whole group of girls we have no choice but to be close to kendra..and that year, you fucking hate her and avoided us cause we hang out with her..what's wrong with you? remember during sec 2 when you had no friends because you fought with ais,fin and lee? who was there to pick you up from the dumpster? well guess..ITS US THE TWINS! dont you remember? we pity for you thats why..and now just because ain and fin are very close you get all bumped out and feeling so ego about it..you think only you have gone through this? well think again..just so you know, nobody is trying to pull no one..cause its our choice to leave you..and our reason is because of your 'self-centered' attitude..and now when you hve no one to turn to, you turn to those that you hated? my gawd..oh like so much for your true friends..hey, you claim that we were your so called true friends..why dont you reflect on yourself before even thinking of saying that to us..have you ever thought about the hurtful words you spit out towards your friends? if you dont reflect im sure your current friends would leave you too someday..and you told wana that why i didnt tell you that i dont like you ever since the start of the year remember?..hey please recall that we were never ever close friends last year so how should i know your true colours..girl, think before you speak..ohh yeah, so much for 'jodoh' ehk? haha..its dumb to think that someone is willing to be your 'jodoh' just to make you happy..be your 'jodoh' huh? NOT IN A MILLION YEARS OR UNTIL THE END OF TIME..well just take note that everything you do will turn against you one day..its call karma baby..the vicious cycle continues as long as you leave my dear..so better think of your mistakes you made towards ANYONE then forgive and forget..be a little softer with your tone and smoothen out all those ugly attitude of yours and you'll be AWESOME in no time hunny:) trust us, it works..

okay we hope she reads this and change for the better..

anyway, went out with ais and ayeen on 310508..HOOOOOOO! its like so fuuuuunnnnnnnnnn!we had the time of our lives..but we still ahve so many people to go out with and they are LISSALOVE, EDAH, SHOPPING PARTNER, ABG AN, KAK NANA, WAN, SEXYLOVE AND TOOTH FAIRY:))and ayeen, ais, lee and fina AGAIN! huahua! ohh yeah..the conflict didnt really end with any tragedies, but we benefited from it:)) atleast now we dont feel like an outcast anymore.. thank you aqilah for this conflict..appreciate it loads baybeh!

MIND CAFE HERE WE COME BABY!
pics to be uploaded soon..haha sry no colourful colours today..blogger CIACAT LORH!

wly!DARLING!

2008-05-22T20:47:00.000+08:00

i hope the stars still spell out your name-alesana

hello readers:)) damn it this week sucked big time..so uncool..there was confusion everywhere and its just hard for us to keep up..besides, o lvl malay is coming up and all those kinda things..it's kinda hard to juggle life at times..

had a little conflict in school.the story doesnt matter..what matters is that we never had to choose our friends cause we have always been NEUTRAL to everybody..it seems as if this is the most lamest thing ever just to know that we have to decide which side we belong..

so today we went to school with ais and yeen..yes we miss the old days..so then, we had dnt practical combined class..the others is history..

i have so much time yet i havent start on my artefact..so when there was practical, i helped macy and ais on thier mock-up..the malay mock-exam was ok..but, i had a hard time trying to force myself to focus..zoo-keep-flea was sitting beside me..well, at least entertainment for 30 mins cause both of us finished at the same time..we managed to chat while the paper is still on..i've been missing khairul alot..and yes, we barely even text now..i dont know what else to do now..but its just a matter of time..four years of struggling through friendship and really had high hopes that this year would be the best, but turned out, its not..i just want to say this : the hard times would only make us stronger..so i hope things would turn out just fine ASAP..-jodie

TERRIBLE siaa.. malay mock-up test was like horrendous plus sitting in a very hot environment didnt do any good..i took like 5 minutes to search for one word..then there's dnt, damn the model laa seh!serious shit siaa.mrs koh told me to change my design board..thanks for telling me in the last minute siaa..to make matters worse was broken friendships..i've never been in this situation whereby i really do thought about somebody's character and all..i mean all this while i've kept quiet about almost everything cause i know nobody deserve to know what grudges i might have towards them..besides this was my decision and all i wanted is no one to be self-centred at all you see..let this be a lesson to be taught for my friends and i..i hope everything will turn out better eventually no matter what happens..p.s sexylove i miss you!-MACY[=

wly!OKAAAY!HOOOOOOOO!

2008-05-18T18:05:00.000+08:00

the third temptation of paris-alesana

hello readers:)) yes those pics were taken yesterday..so much for bowling and going mindcafe siaa..instead we went to e!hub..that place was filled with people..so inconvient..whats worse was theres alot of mat rep and minah rep..we bumped into ramadhan and family..and our bro said he look like a mat rep..haha..no comments..so anyway,we thought of bowling,but there were alot of people waiting you see..so we went upstairs to catch a movie instead..but turned out only 6 movies was available..kak diana wanted to watch congkak..but we didnt want to watch so we thought of going mindcafe so bro called for reservation..

so headed to interchange..then all us were hungry..so we decided to have dinner at swensens..swensens was very warm really..anyway after dinner it was around 8 and our reservation was 7.30..so we went back to e!hub again..gaaahhhss..we went to the arcade this time around..oh sucha bore..wasted four bucks and got a packet of yupi football..fcuk..haha..anyway, we bumped into the "coral sec twins" managed a smile..oh yeaa we watched this girl para-para-ing..oh so gay! yaa you guys should go and watch those people do it one day..you have the best laugh of your life:)

ok so after eating the gummy, we went down to the coffee bean and that was when the fun began..as usual we ordered our all time favourite drink..VANILLA FRAPPE! and we were treated no flour cake which was too sweet..but its nice..then we camwhored and joke around..as you can see the pictures above the one we were holding hp with someone's mouth and nose, it was kak diana's..haha..she's so cute..then her parents took us home..

so today, nothing much happened..

yesterday i was in wreck..i totally gave up hope..i wasnt sure of my decision just yet and im glad macy's there to listen to my dilemma..if you didnt understand what i've just said, its okay..ask me if you wanna know..anyway, i was bored almost to death today..macy had a severe head ache and slept the whole afternoon..so i did random stuff including putting on nail polish and taking it out soon after..what was i thinking? and yes i managed to finish up one of my karangan..now one more to go! i am still craving for ben & jerry's ice-cream.. I MISS MAMA ALOT!-jodie

SICK..yes im sick today..so uncool..i was close to having migraine actually..yeaa that feeling of nausea..so sickening..anyway, unable to contact people especially wan and sexylove is driving me crazy i swear..hotadviser also texted me at the wrong time..gaaaaahhss..i hate it when my prepaid is low..my headache is not really painful anymore..i cant stay up too late atually..anyway mysexylove is love:))-MACY:))

wly!DOLPHINSCRY

2008-05-16T19:32:00.000+08:00

& destroy the walls of troy-alesana

hello awesome readers:)) today was another depressing day..yess..so much for scoring 7a's when we cant even get 1..haha..mr kek and mrs rajan were right..face reality..7a's might be too high of an expectation in the 1st place..thanks ernest for messing around with our emotions..so much for our promises to do well~

anyway, today was rather disappointing..we didnt manage to get an A for malay which kinda suck big time really..we really had hope of getting A's and yet we are still being held back with C's..but its okay..at least we did better than oh-so-bitch YET AGAIN! oh so totally AWESOME! haha..oh that feeling of satisfaction and gayness again came filling our souls:)) haha! so today's lessons were as usual..we did practical for chemisrty and yes we miss doing experiments together..we never fail to get things right..haha..

after school ais came over our place to have lunch and visit mimiboo-sok! haha! mimi emo rep..haha..emo + minah rep = EMO REP! gaahhss..that's our cat:)) but we still love that furball..then ais and macy left and headed to school because malay intensive was on..then went home and done!

a little snipet of a song from alesana:

my envy can't describe how I loathe you for having all the stars

leaving my eyes to marvel the sky knowing it should be mine

yet it's you I see wasting the dream that only I deserve

I'll tear off your face to see your smile.

RELIEVED..totally..yes knowing that weekends is like tomorrow plus vesak day..how cool! so i got my malay results today..kinda insulting and disheartening cause i swore i put in all my efforts into it.. but i manage to atleast be proud of myself in the compo area:)) and be better than oh-so bitch ofcourse!anyway, tomorrow better be good..we are going bowling after tuition you see..haha..oh im just so restless today..plus my prepaid is running low..how sucky..oh yeaa, i visited my little guides after malay intensive..plainly ASTONISHING!they were dismissed at 3.30pm plus they only played captains ball..you know what guys?say goodbye to gold next year..i love mysexylove yaww-MACY:))

no matter how much i feel that the results were unfair, i just have to face it..i deserve it cause i didn't put much effort to study..anyway, my malay paper 1 was suprising..why? because i wrote out of point for my karangan and i scored 31/50..wow..haha..its the first time i scored more than 29..so, YAY! well i spent my lonely hours when macy wasn't home playing sims..haha..i was bored to death..i have not much to say right now..-jodie

we'll update really soon okay?

wly!YOU BUILD YOUR DREAMS ON MY SHATTERED HOPES..

2008-05-14T17:21:00.000+08:00

is there room for one more song?-the killers

hello readers:)) we are happy and yet filled with anxiety..why happy? cause we managed to get a 'JUST PASS' for geography..yessss its the lowest mark we have ever attain for geography..how nyeehhhss..BOOO TO MACY AND JODIE! but we manage to do better than oh-so-bitch AGAIN!ohh it felt so good..that feeling of satisfaction and freaking uber gayness just fills our souls siaaa!! ok so the anxiety part, we still have yet to recieve the other subs TOMORROW! pork laa..seriously..cause both maths and english results from our class aint doing good yaww..to tell you the truth, our class is really de-proving and its really scary cause we are one of the 5 classes of hopefuls for the school..and we get oh-so crappy results..thx..

so today, as usual we had the usual classes..then had mother tongue intensive..which was kinda fast actually..yaa then HORROR! on the way home, we overcame like billion gazilliion fafiliion well, massive amount of flying insects!(you know the insects which get attracted to lights and all?yeaa that's the one..but not only one okay!)..so we ran like the grim reaper was chasing after us..so we were waiting for the traffic light and yess those little monstrous insects came swarming everywhere! we bet people in their vehicles go "what's wrong with them?" when they saw us shreiking and sprinting across the road..oh such a horrendous experience..because of that, we had to cancel our plans to ws..pfffffffffftttt..anyway, we gotta pass maths cause if we did, we will go MINDSCAFE AND BOWLING! wooooooooootttttttssssssssss!

PORKY PORK LAA YOU! well yes thats to me..i was dishearten when mdm ros mentioned that i just pass for geography..geography is my favourite subject you see..so getting a just pass aint cool yaawww..and this is the lowest i have ever got..BIG PORK!anyway, sexylove was niceee..he said "u,daa 10.30((:" haha yaa he reminded me that i have to make my way to bed..but i slept waaaaaayy earlier..people, i aint feeling good bout my results lately and what's worse is the maths and english results will be release tomorrow..damn..atleast a just pass will be totally fine(: sexylove is sexy+love..kay lmao..-MACY[:

NOT FAIR! i studied too hard to get a C6 for geography..i knew i can do better..bye-bye 7a's..so far, failed 1 and passed 1..pfftt..anyway, dhafaggisloved is surprisingly nicer to me and macy now..i dont really know why..but thats awesome:) DOLLARDOLLAR BILLION gotta problem with me? get the F**k off my face girl..seriously you dont have to stare at me like that..dont mess around me alright? im not interfering you at all with kedi or anyone you know..so why all the staring..GET A LIFE! okay daa puas hati..so anyway, i must admit that mt intensive i for my benefit..but, LIVE,BREATH,EAT AND SLEEP ABOUT MALAY LANGUAGE? nooooooo..enggak mau nehh..-jodie

wly!SOOOOO SALLY CAN WAIT!

2008-05-13T17:28:00.000+08:00

this conversation is over-alesana

here's a joke for you:

a mother and her son were in the car on their way to school. the son was bored so he decided to ask questions to his mum to pass the time.

"mum what's your age?"he asked.

"son, it is very rude to ask a woman her age,"she answered.

"then, whats your height?" he asked again.

"you dont need to know," she answered in annoyance.

"umm..why did you divorce dad?"he asked.

the mother fell silent.

soon, they arrived infront of the school.in school the boy told his friend the questions he asked his mother and complained that his mother did not answer.his friend suggested to look at her identification card where all the details about her are shown.

so he did.

the next day, in the car on the way to school, the boy tried to impress his mother with his knowledge about her.

"hey mum. you are 37 years old right?"the boy said

"how do you know that?!"shocked.

"and your height is 167cm right?"he said.

"well yes"she answered.

"and i know why you divorce dad"he said.

"what?!" she exclaimed in disbelief.

"thats because you have a grade F for sex"he said proudly.

haha..aishah shared with us this joke..that was last friday in the bus on the way to central..so today, we received our science results..it was disappointing for us both but not shocking..ms wee wasnt happy with us because overall, only 44% of our passed science..how cool..but hey, its only mid year right? theres time to improve..we scored so much better than that oh-so-bitch haha! dream on laa aye? haha

so today's subjects were okay..but it was shocking when mrs khiu came to relief our class..everybody was like, WHAT THE HELL? but turned out, she was too nice to us..haha..she's waaaay cooler than we've expected..so yeaa..1st day of mother tongue intensive programme..we had some stuff to do and then went straight home..so here we are doing random things including blogging..

FROM A1 TO D7..i suck..but its really not surprising to get the result cause i had instincts that i wont do well for my sciences..im quite embarrassed that i de-proved alot..but i still have time..i promise myself to do better..hell yeah..anyway, dhafaggisloved have been quite annoying towards me..but glad he's back:)) kedi said hi to me..i didnt notice him while queing up for food when suddenly i hear this familiar deep-low voice..i turned around and saw kedi..haha..funny guy..i manage a smile..okay i havent heard from khairul for a long time (eventhough i chat with him yest)..i really want to meet him soon:))i dont know where he's gone to laa..sad right? (nigga accent*) if so then searchin' i'll go, then i can have you for sho'..a big shout out to isk2!-jodie

AHH YESS..failing aint good yaww..but i manage to "just pass" my sciences..hah..guess what? i did better for chemistry..how cool..anyway, i just dont feel lyk replying everybody's text..can you people like give me a break..seriously siaa..im using prepaid people..and im currently broke..so if you people dont stop texting then i'll be even more broke siaaaaaaaa..sAKibaLlkbds..intensive programme was kinda cool..haha..thx to both dzuls for the endlesss jokes..I MISS MYHOTADVISER!i swear..i saw him today..at the quadrangle,canteen well plainly everywhere..it's been quite long since i heard from him..well i hope to hear from him soon..-MACY[:

and i, i wont lie, i wont sing..maybe i dont wanna go.....................to DARWIN, AUSTRALIA eventhough its free cause we are idiots..bye guys xoxoxo

wly!THIS VACATION'S USELESS! HAHA!

2008-05-12T13:27:00.000+08:00

jodie

jodie bringing messy back

jodie and macy

jodie, macy and ais 090508

picture 2

macy-always[=

macy yawwww!

jodie [pure white lace or what?!]

without you im so lost-alesana

hello readers:)) after much patience with this blogger, it finally gave way to us so that the pictures can be uploaded..MID-YEAR EXAMS are over and we can finally heave a sigh of relief..but its only for today..why? in the next two weeks we are surrounded and overshadowed with malay intensive program..we have to stay in school until 4 plus for the program and this means no watching tv and no posting..

anyway,today's exam was kinda fast..lc was lame..hate it when the guy was reading..soooo gay,too much enthusiasm..maybe he's a she male..hahaha.joking laa horr..dnt was kinda lalala..most of the things we didnt even know..thx to vapu alot kay(: teach diff, come out diff..knncb ahh!

so we dont really know what to do currently cause we are suppose to party..but the atmosphere aint there..so how? i aint feelin it dawg(*nigga accent)..so best wishes to you guys tomorrow..those getting your mye results..dont wanna go to school tomorrow can?

exams are finally over..but hey results are tomorrow..so what's there to celebrate.anyway, im just so happy that mysexylove is back..lyk omg cool or what? is lyk so unexpected and he seem to be his normal self..my obessesion wont let me leave(: its true!its so good to know that i have him back..anyway, lc today was soooo lame siaa..den salihin was beside me..gaaaaahss..biase laa, he will lyk smile,then lyk acting super nice to me..haha funny guy..cikgu aishah baek siaa kay bedek..come in the classroom without our question papers haha!thx ehh..den we were dismiss kinda late..oh well im gonna miss those quesy feelings when entering to the exam hall..lyk totally..but hey 2 weeks from now the feeling will be back!haha-MACY:))

ohh yeah..im feeling great but not for long..so the lc paper was okay..but i lost my cool when they repeat the 4 stories again..like wtf.. when was it going to end? okay so it ended and it was surprising that my class was first to be dismissed..the dnt paper was a nightmare..i can say that about 3/4 of the paper were pure guessing..see, how can i pass and attain 7a's? anyway, bumped into khairul in msn..its awkward cause he NEVER goes online the afternoon..ifmh cause we rarely meet now..i ate durian just now and its really pungent..the smell just wont go away..-jodie

wly!IFLOVEAINTJUSTAJOKETHANWHYAREWELAUGHING?

2008-05-09T19:23:00.000+08:00

long road to ruin-foo fighters

hello dear readers:) ahh today was such a great relief..had such a great time out as if exams are already over..the fact is there are 2 more papers to go..what a disappointment..but hey, its only dnt theory paper and LC paper so it'll be a breeze:))

so today, the exams were poa and phy/chem paper 1..both sciences were kinda do-able but poa was like blaaaaa..what the hell is error of priciple? haha..anyway,today was the best day of the week..we were otw home when ayeen and ais begged us to follow them to ws..we were reluctant at first cos we wanted to change and we didnt bring extra cash..eventually we changed our minds cos they were whining their heads off..haha..so yeaa went home grab some cash and met them downstairs and off we went to ws..

so then ais bought herself a mouse..and they each bought for thier mums roses..how sweet..we miss our mum alot..MAMA WE MISS YOU!CANT WAIT FOR YOU TO BE BACK!WE LOVE YOU ! ok back to the story, then we walked around and bumped into fifi the hottest girl in PRCS(haha sumpah bedek)..okay so ais decided to go ikea to get her mum a vase to enhance the look of those gorgeous flowers..so we decided to tag along cos she wanted us to..so went home changed and off we went to ikea..sumpah 1st time siaa we went there..

so we walked around in ikea for a while and went to the vases and flowers section..helped ais pick the vase..then we walked past the furniture section and it was freaking huge..plus the aroma of the nice wood was like cool..haha..then ais wrapped the vase and it was funny cos she isnt handy with those kinda things..so then went to central to have late lunch and then went home..before that we went to this deserted park..it sucked big time..haha..the grasses were over-grown..pathetic siaa..so then took the bus home..we did camwhored but as usual, blogger would get in our way..thx alot..

tc folks:)) MAMA WE ARE WAITING FOR YOU TO COME HOME:)) WE MISS YOU ALOT:))

wly!BEAUTIFULINBLUE

2008-05-08T21:39:00.000+08:00

imma buy you a drank-t-pain

hello readers:) we miss posting alot..so we are taking a few of our spare time to post..some people say our blog cant be read or theres something wrong..so, we've checked and there really is nothing wrong..so it's your computers people!:) anyway, mid-year examinations this year aint going so good..cause it's all a last minute mugging thing you see..so we barely have time for ourselves..see, we learnt that we must study months before the start of any paper:) yeaa what took us so long to know that-.-"..after 10 years of education and 16 years of existance..its a shame for us both..booo to macy and jodie!BOOOOOO!

wanna free trip to australia? yes? no?but yah..but no..supposedly, aik hui told us that ms fong told her to tell us and rahidah that the trip to australia this coming june is freaking free..who doesnt want free stuff? obviously us idiots..gua tk de mase laa babe..yess on the other hand, this year is our major exams and we cant afford to stay away from our piling textbooks and tonnes of notes in singapore..and besides,MUM'S HOMECOMING IS ON JUNE!haha cool or what?!

so much for friends right? do friends really appreciate one another or they just dont? mann,we just dont understand people at times..backstabbing is just a way of life for some people..we dont want to mention any specific people but we just want to see them change for the better:)) just note that " a friend is one who knows you and loves you just the same".

well oh well..this year's mid-year turned out to be one of the worst examinations i have ever taken..im so overwhelmed about doing my papers in the hall..its really scary to be sitting at the front where the teachers are..snap! " your clip wrong colour" "why use eyeliner"..its like the teachers are taking the opportunity to pick on students..im not sure if i can do well for any of my subs..how? how? how? lets just see..so anyway, its been such a long time since i went out with khairul..maybe because im too busy with exams and he is busy with school..but one things for sure, i wanna meet him soon:))-jodie

DEPRESSING..yes true..mid-year exam this year suck big time okay..im not that confident in all the papers i did..i dont know..i just hope for the best..anyway, today was science practical and everybody had their "tension" faces on.haha hilarious..including me..i totally had no idea what i was suppose to do..especially physics..fir's right,science suck to the core..haha..myonlywan's birthday is coming up and he is expecting to see me..so yaa..aidil ydil sidil bidil gidil oh where are you? you texted me at first, i replied and you didnt?please make up your mind if you want to text me kay..waste my free sms oni..what siah uuu!-MACY:))

before we forget, there are so many places that we miss alot:

-marina square

-esplanade

-far east plaza

-vivocity

-east coast park

-bugis street

WE'VE GOT A JOKE FOR YOU!

one day, a factory worker was walking home passing a very huge fence.then he heard chanting coming from behind the fence "13 13 13 13 13 13......" he ignored at first but the chanting became louder and louder.he was curious.he wanted to know why the people were chanting that number.could it be an inmate that got killed? a football match?.he became so curious that he wanted to see what's behind that fence.he continued walking when he noticed that there was a small opening at the bottom of the fence.he knelt down and looked into the small opening.he saw someone tall and suddenly, he got poked right in the eye.then"14 14 14 14 14 14 14...." the chant continued.

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahah

ok best..we wanna wish all mothers happy advanced mothers day:))

wly!WHAT THE BLAHHH

2008-05-02T14:32:00.000+08:00

you gotta step like this to be a soulja girl-soulja boy

yoooouuuu! (*nigga accent)..haha..hello readers..today's exam was so-sial studies and malay paper 1..so-sial studies ended with tragedy..yeaa true..its like we were all rushing through that freaking paper..1st time in our lives we had insufficient time..great! so everbody were panicking at the very last minute..however, malay paper was average..we had to do a formal letter about our famliy that needs financial help..its surprising cause we had to beg for someone through a letter with flowery words..gay or what siaa..

so much for going to white sands today..so bored stuck up at home doing nothing..gaaahhss..okay so there are some despise between so many people around us and it gets rather annoying to see and hear words that may hurt someone..we dont know why people keep so much hatred for someone when the person doesnt really got to do anything with them..understand? if no, read again..yaa its lyk stop all this childish acts of urs and grow up..we dont even bother to know what they are talking about..but that doesnt mean we stop caring..fyi people living on earth, we never once hate someone because of force..dont you think it is stupid that when your bestfriend hates a bitch, you must hate that person too? we mean like what does that bitch have got to do with you..just stop being a nosey jackass loser..

okay so i thought i had hope for passing social studies..but i guess not anymore..i had to rush through the last 2 questions which is 25 marks..great or what? i have a huge feeling that im not gonna do well for social studies..bring on geography! haha..okay so the malay papers were easy..i put this phrase in my essay " cita-cita setinggi gunung, harapan setinggi langit, keyakinan sedalam laut"..nice or what? haha..and i put in my favourite peribahasa in " genggam bara api biar sampai jadi arang"..wooottss! ok so today is my 2nd month anni with khairul:)) yay! haha..sadly had no time to meet him..ok enough of my long story..i saw dollarbillion walking home alone..sobs..maner kedi? haha-jodie

i got gnome at the backyaaaard:)) yesss at last i wrote atleast 3 pages of mly..wtf has got into me..yaa feeling2 mly laa ofcourse..i used a whole lot of peribahasa..damn gay..but its okay..just for the marks laa okay..yaa so s.s is just unpredictable laa..idk..i just hope my geography paper is way easier than s.s..anyway chan mali chan was not as noisy as on wed..thats great..aidil ask me to eat mimi's food cause he dont want to bring my mcd food to my house..siow ahh u! yess i miss his beloness and seems that he's bach:)) HOOORAAH!(gaaay)so yaa-MACY:))

wly!BROWNBOXES

2008-04-30T14:59:00.000+08:00

chico said"melting"

im hot cause im fly!

over-grown facial ugly hairs!

lighting effects you just adore

curly said murley then went to do the hurley with wurley and burley yaww!

maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaapppppppppssssssssssssssssssss-YEAHYEAHYEAHS!

hello readers:)) can this week be anymore stressing? exams starts today..it feels like there was english overload in our brains..too many english pushed into a day..how lala can that be laa right..eventually, we manage to survive the gruelling english exams..we have to admit that doing exams in the hall is waaaayyyy scarier than classroom..and yess for the first time in our lives we are sitting side by side aww cool or what? iskandar also sits at our row..gaaahhsss..ok so the situational writing was on proposal..quite ok laa..

so then had paper 2..it was easy but the summary was difficult..there was lack of points and we were forced to put unrelevant points..but wth..its done anyway:))so nothing much going on now..just plainly muggin for the next few papers..ahh..break tomorrow yesss labour day..but yaa still need to study..social studies is critical and so is malay..MUST GET DISTINCTION FOR MALAY!!!haha we swear we're gonna take one lifetime..

so we are very concerned for you readers. so here are some quotes and phrases for you to motivate yourselves:

-goals must be worthwhile and meaningful

-you are creating the life you are gonna live tomorrow

-what you say is what you get

-success is a day to day progressive realisation of pre-planned, personal, worthwhile goals

-the future depends on what we do in the present

-everything is created twice, first in the mind

-change your thoughts change your mind

-dont see the hopeless end, see the endless hope

-its not how good you are, but how good you want to be

-nothings worth losing especially the chance to make it right

-believe that theres hope buried beneath it all

ok so much for those words..

CHAN MALI CHAN OI OI!doifsjksdhakk..freaking hell laa..she was a nuisance man..wth..okay so english paper was not bad it was do-able..but i kinda suck at situational writing..i had 20 mins to re-write my paper..stuuuuppeeddd laa kambeng..i hope chan gave mrs koh my folio or else ill be freaking toast in the freaking toaster wooaahh macy lmao-.-" but yaa its kinda true to a certain extent laa..and yess aidil fail to reply so much for going to study yest eh..yaa cos frogs moan..MOAN?! its croak btw..anyway ter-bumped into chico..online i mean..yess kinda miss that guy..then shawty snap came online then when i clicked his name i just haf nothing to say..anyway i just hope i can meet aidil tomorrow..hersheys bubblegum suck bigtime:)-MACY:))

i've got so many things to say..first, can i vent my anger? ROSMONSTER sungguh gangster..haha..but seriously..she is freaking biased..just because i slack only in her class and dont really write alot of notes like someone, i scored lower marks than her..cb ah! i even copied notes for that test and all i get was7/15? great or what? ROSMONSTER AND SAHRULFATASS GO AND DIE AHH! those are the people that have nothing to do so disturb me..another idiot is chan but i got over it..so yeah..now kedi has a new partner in crime..since he left kedot, it had been a hard life for him..so now it is kedi and pondan..suitable right? i know..irony is, shes the man..haha..okay i admit that she is too guyish for him but he's gay right? so its a perfect couple..haha..ok blabs..so the paper 1 part 1 sucked..i dont know if i can score high marks cause i was too disturbed with the song "suffocate"..so i suffocated in my brain..eventually, i came up with a story with a boring ending..alright..im still coughing..for a month! gawwd..great or what? and i had hiccups for 3 hrs..haha..whats gone into me? haha..shoo! i miss going out with mylittlesuperhero..we can barely meet now..sad right? i know..ok done-jodie

DOLLARDOLLARBILLION..see imma tell you like you told me, cash rules everything around me ("nigga accent")

wly!FATE!

2008-04-25T15:06:00.000+08:00

we were born for this-paramore

hello dear readers:)) and atlast the pics are able to be uploaded..its friday so have extra time to post..this week was a roller coaster-ride..its fast, fun, but extremely sickening..haha..ok great..so today's lessons were lyk boring..we had chem test about mole calculation..gaaaaahhsss..it was suppose to be easy, but everything tends to get mixed up when the test began..but its not included in MYE so no worries:))

everybody in class seems to be sick..why uhh? haiyer..now everyone in class demands tissues, sneezes, cough-out-loud and make noises that is just ohh so disgusting..haha..hope you guys recover soon before MYE okays:)) and yess CRS thingy isnt working yaw! so fucked up laa..lyk seriously..so unfortunately we are gonna do the oral exam with mrs rajan..thx alot to the girls who took 2 hrs just reading out a passage..whats so hard about reading a simple passage? perfectionist or what? ppffftttt...

i have flu for 2 weeks, sore throat for 13 days, coughing for 3 days and had fever for 30 mins..great or what? hopefully i'll get well soon enough before 300408..my worries are all gone now that khairul is back:)) yay! so anyway, i suck in malay orals..i scored 27/40..im one of the lowest in my malay class..but i promise to do so much better in the coming o's..today was suppose to be a good day but that fucking mdm sahrul took my purple clip away..i was fuming mad cause 1st, its one of the only clips i have left and its purple! i swear that she's gonna get fired by the end of the month..fuck it..-jodie

so i met myhotadviser yesterday:)) yess to send his songs..haha i kinda miss his laugh tho..anyways last wed was fuuuunnnn! not really laa but yaa..i went to the malay class at night from 7.30-9pm..went home with dzul & aishah..we had to do some peribahasa ws..yaa lame kan..to me its lyk normal lessons so it isnt benefiting me at all..but lyk ais said"just go for the fun of it:))"oh malay orals was lyk ok..haha..i got higher than jodie 28/40..merit only..gendeng laaa..but hey its okay im sure i'll do better..and to wan, dont be pessimistic okay..just go ahead and lead your life..you dont need them to make you feel down..besides, im here if you need any help okay:))-MACY:))

wly!IF I HAD ONE WISH...

2008-04-21T18:04:00.000+08:00

silent screams, beautiful in blue-alesana

hello dear readers:)) its been quite a while since we've updated..theres so much going on and we dont even know where to start..well MYE is lyk coming up so we dont really haf the time to update..but for today's case, we were kinda stressed out so this is on of the ways to let it all out!

on saturday, went to lissalove's house..we miss her alot..she had grown a little taller and thats good news:)) haha we were there to celebrate our uncle's birthday..cool or what..haha..the bowling game was fun..then had our poolside talk:)) ohh just reminiscing about our happy moments..we did camwhored but the pics are with our cousin..

sunday had tuition..

so today, it was average..we had malay orals with cikgu lat and it was damn scary..we went out of words..we did try our best to translate all the english words that just kept popping in our heads..the topic was unbearably tough! and so, we are currently finishing up our homeworks and doing social studies revisions..

PERKHIDMATAN..gawd..what a topic kan..yess its the oral topic for the conversation..hands down it was the hardest time of my life just by coming up with simple malay words to say! reading was fine tho:)) and yess sorry ppl for not replying all your neverending messages..i'll text you guys soon aye..oh yaa was suppose to meet up with sexylove last friday but we didnt meet at all..such a turn off!but he texted me at night asking whether i was asleep..gaaaahhss..whatever dude..-MACY:))

im trying to be optimistic with what im going through..i dont know if its me or if its that particular someone's fault that we are in distant..i know that the person is going through a new environment and that i should understand the situation..but how long can i wait? i miss those days alot..that person changed so much..but im trying to put those thoughts at the back of my head so that my only focus is studies..so much for waiting i guess..lets just see what fate has in store for us..-jodie

to lissaLOVE; just so you know that we really3 care for you.we understand that you are in a very awful situation but hey dont see the hopeless end see the endless hope..let that bitch be laa okay:)) you know we love you..and to ***** stop tagging us laa can? why not get your own blog and speak what ever is in your mind..or maybe you dont have any..so piss off!

wly!WELOVEALISSA

2008-04-14T15:29:00.000+08:00

dont ever leave me girl, i need you inside my world-j. holiday

hello readers:)) we still have problems uploading pics so you just have to wait..anyway, we had a lil spare time today so we are here blogging..school was normal..kinda boring..so ended school at 1.30 and no geog class so we decided to go to ws to buy eyeliner..yes, we sacrificed our time and money just to buy our beloved eyeliner..the only thing that give us hope each morning..ok crap..so yaa den went home..nothing much really happen tho..oh yaa we played the SINGAPORE game during poa and recess haha!fuuuunnn:))

so we just wanna let go our feelings towards this group of people that we just dont understand..we are not gossiping or anything..its just our personal opinion..so anyway, there's this group of people that bother of life..especially one of them..lets call her " 1"..since she entered our class in 2006'7, everything seems to have change..we used to be the ones that people turn to for help..but since that year, her popularity among the guys seems to have changed everything..lyk drastic change..the way the guys treated us and its lyk as if we are the ones who are prone to be called"outcast"..somehow guys get attracted to her..and there is no logical reason why..and it seems lyk she just have this inner self-pride that has no boundaries which make her look sluttier..whenever we turn out to be better than her in terms of dressing, academics or anything(you name it), she would want to lyk compliment us and make us look stupid at the same time..its lyk no common sense at all..ok fine she is oh so well friendly but wtf do we care..call urself a friend.hah so much for that..ironic isnt it how people can change into a monster that quickly? anyway, that group of people should get a life and stop making yourselves look stupid..school is a public place you dont own it..be civilise okay? and its annoying that all you guys do is to make us as a spare tyre..when you need us, we are there but if you dont, throw us away..reflect about yourself 1st please..

MYSEXYLOVE IS BACK! yesss AWESOME KAN?! i know i know! and yesss im meeting him this friday! so cancel other dates!haha! sexylove is loved:))yesss i believe that theres hope buried beneath it all and yesss my obsession wont let me leave:))& see he's back!woohoot!dzul,yes i rock thx2 but u rock even more laa abeh!nyahaha..-MACY:))

gaaaahhss! IM NOT KENTAL NOR WIERD! gawdd..im so pissed of with dzulkifli the green monster!!! he called me kental for no reason..ehh, check your kamus can? kental is strong tao! sp i'll take it as a compliment:))but i dont know why i just cant get angry towards him..khairul's birthday is coming up soon and so does shoppingpartner and sittingpartner's birthday..ramai right? haiyerss..i dont know if i can afford to buy them anything..im saving up for myself too..how? let just see..anyway, i wanna meet khairul soon..i miss him alot..-jodie

wly!ANDIDONTKNOWWHATI'LLDOIFIWOULDLOSEYOURTOUCH

2008-04-12T13:08:00.000+08:00

take everything away from me-ALESANA

hello reders:)) yesterday was horrible and frustrating..its like evrything we do just turn out the opposite..1st we were kinda late to meet up with edah..next,that particular someone somehow forgot about the seniors in guides..and to make things worse, she was late and the den key was with her..fucking idiot..followed by someone who lyk suddenly came and make the whole company frown lyk asses..den a sudden downpour that just washes our hope and desire into the fucking drain..our hardwork and effort just didnt seem to pay off..those painstaking days that we were forced to stayback after consultations..maybe there are reasons why these shit happen..

followed by the stupid reception and the awesome prize presentation and performance.. had to serve the VIP..lame laa abeh..and it seems that teachers in the VIP tables just cant stop insulting us in some weird kinda way..so then tell mr ng to stop making use of guides to serve! we waited for mrs ng to dimiss us..but when she came up, packets of food were placed infront of our eyes..that particular person was scolded and gawd it felt so good..haha..so we forced our every muscles to munch on the horrible food..so yaa overall yesterday simply suck and we are officially step down from guides:))

so currently waiting for our tutor to arrive..nothing much to say..

so much for getting money..i received a plaque and a certificate instead..gaaaahhsss..it was humiliating to go up on stage..haha and the GOH's hand was huge! haha! after the concert, went to guides den and changed to my school shoes..had 3 bites of a cake and a gulp of water..macy's hotadviser looked at me awkwardly..haha..bdh..and so, helped out with the serving of food..and it was hell..mrs ng gave an excuse to me and boo that the GOH wanted to see us together.. the main reason? we are twins..ok lame..so yeah..so much for an awesome farewell to guides..im missing khairul alot..1 more week to his birthday and im still not contacting him..a few more days to go..gaaaahhsss..MYE coming up soon and i have to revise to prove my dad wrong that i can pass all my subs..woots!-jodie

GAY! yesss yesterday was simply it..it seems as if i was there as a lampost..yes doin nothing but getting annoyed..so much for honours day eh..so anyway in the midst of preparing for the VIP table, myhotadviser lyk turned up..haha!yaa but i didnt manage to tok to him tho..well only boo made my day:)) yess we had a good laugh otw home..oh yess 090408 was GERARD AUTHUR WAY'S BIRTHDAY! awesome or what! he is 31 this year laa abeh.but hey he is still hot as ever:))(eventho he is married) well it was aishah and ms lim's bday too:)) -MACY:))

to ***** on our tag board, you have no life. so do get one:))

ok so, the pictures still cannot be uploaded..yes, it makes us upset..but what to do? so we wont be blogging alot starting from next week cause we have to do alot of revisions..ok done!

wly!WHENYOULOOKMEINTHEEYESICATCHAGLIMPSEOFHEAVEN

2008-04-08T16:44:00.000+08:00

they build their dreams on my shattered hope-ALESANA!

hello readers:)) yes we miss you alot..our lack of posting is mainly due to the fact that honours day is coming up soon..until then, we are really really really busy..but on top of that, we do take some time from our busy schedule to update..see, we love you people too much:))

so today school was kinda average.macy got sick laa abeh..she had migrane..so jodie had to spend the whole of PE lesson alone..infact, it was the first time in 3 years! gaaahhsss! ok so lessons were dull..but was happy to haf mr haniff back teaching us physics again! theres no english and no maths today..so it was a great escape from those dirty jokes and annoying accent..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUUU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUUU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AIDIIILLL && FOUADDDDD!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUUUU!!

oh yess:)) IT'S MYSEXYLOVE'S(aidil) BIRTHDAY! yay! yeaa well belated birthday actually haha..well i wanted to post his pic but i guess you guys shud noe laa kan..besides blogger aint co-operating..anyway, i just wanna say that eventhough we are not so close as we used to but hey! ur presence simply make me go LALALA! just so u noe that ur the best guy i've ever known so far:)) you've been there for me whenever i needed you and i noe i will always count on you! AND
baby i love you! ok so happy birthday to toothfairy!haha!yeaa kinda miss him laa..so yeaa i had migrane in skool and i wanna give my greatest gratitude to KUU:)) mydarling! yeaa cos she took care of me today..awww..how nice kan..yeah so today was sucky..but i was overjoyed when sexylove texted me..lyk rare gitu kan:)) and yess i miss shawtysnap!so lets meet up soon ok..-MACY:))

YAY! ITS OD'S BIRTHDAY! i miss you laa samurai..i miss your little mimi and your voice..you and pak itam are one of my best buds:)) mrs rajan showed my stuff in my pencil case to the whole class..she made me look like a fool..ohh gawd..i really felt like swearing my head's off..gawd..humiliating siaa..so today, not much laa..but i think i have a hidden talent..im good at basket ball! haha! i just found out just now..haha..so tmr more rehersals! ohh damn it..im missing khairul so much..i dont know when he'll be getting back his hp..i guess its not gonna be soonn:(( khairul i miss you:))-jodie

ok done! most probably not gonna update anytime soon..

wly!THISCONVERSATIONISOVER!